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They discuss how people in or ending relationships navigate dating, emotional honesty, and self\u2011deception, emphasizing the importance of being transparent with partners and dates about status and intentions.\n\nThe user reflects on their own divorce from Tracy, mentioning how Tracy felt betrayed when they briefly went on dating apps while the marriage was effectively over, and they share nuanced views on when it is acceptable to date before a divorce is formally finalized. They also analyze Theresa\u2019s lack of self\u2011awareness about wanting more commitment than she claims.\n\nThe conversation shifts into spiritual and therapeutic exploration: the user describes energy/ERT sessions with a practitioner and plans for a future ayahuasca journey at a ranch, noting both skepticism and genuine perceived benefits. They describe guided vision\u2011like experiences involving their grandfather, emotional work around an on\u2011and\u2011off relationship with Katie, and wonder whether different spiritual practices may be using similar underlying psychological mechanisms.\n\nLater, they move to logistics and daily life: figuring out gym access near their new workplace (Cricket), considering schedules (required 8 working hours between roughly 8\u20134 or 9\u20136 plus lunch), and weighing options like a nearby Lifetime Fitness given commute time. They recall previously having a family membership so their sons and Tracy could use the gym. 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They discuss how people in or ending relationships navigate dating, emotional honesty, and self\\u2011deception, emphasizing the importance of being transparent with partners and dates about status and intentions.\\n\\nThe user reflects on their own divorce from Tracy, mentioning how Tracy felt betrayed when they briefly went on dating apps while the marriage was effectively over, and they share nuanced views on when it is acceptable to date before a divorce is formally finalized. They also analyze Theresa\\u2019s lack of self\\u2011awareness about wanting more commitment than she claims.\\n\\nThe conversation shifts into spiritual and therapeutic exploration: the user describes energy/ERT sessions with a practitioner and plans for a future ayahuasca journey at a ranch, noting both skepticism and genuine perceived benefits. They describe guided vision\\u2011like experiences involving their grandfather, emotional work around an on\\u2011and\\u2011off relationship with Katie, and wonder whether different spiritual practices may be using similar underlying psychological mechanisms.\\n\\nLater, they move to logistics and daily life: figuring out gym access near their new workplace (Cricket), considering schedules (required 8 working hours between roughly 8\\u20134 or 9\\u20136 plus lunch), and weighing options like a nearby Lifetime Fitness given commute time. They recall previously having a family membership so their sons and Tracy could use the gym. The call ends as the user arrives at a birthday party for Katie, feeling ambivalent but deciding to attend briefly so as not to avoid the situation or their friend group.\", \"emoji\": \"\\ud83e\\udde9\", \"category\": \"psychology\", \"action_items\": [], \"events\": []}, \"language\": \"en\", \"source\": \"omi\", \"transcript_segments\": [{\"id\": \"649436e4-128b-4902-a031-b5d306d9a112\", \"text\": \"Ja.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 3.2424926743601645e-07, \"end\": 0.4000003242492678}, {\"id\": \"b7b66814-2683-4019-b472-2d330f9d47a4\", \"text\": \"Right. Right. Yeah. Yeah.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 43.69419076919555, \"end\": 52.29165919303904}, {\"id\": \"57c9f7b1-ee3b-4bb2-acd8-75592374874a\", \"text\": \"Ja.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 67.8597301673891, \"end\": 77.00541694641146}, {\"id\": \"484e7d9b-b234-4bd3-80d0-4c4be0b3963f\", \"text\": \"Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I mean, my teacher told me that I was bone weary, I was like, that felt that feels right. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 80.81541894641146, \"end\": 90.36541694641146}, {\"id\": \"58b7c599-8fa5-45fc-8c0c-ff89c32dad4a\", \"text\": \"And now? Now it da sind It does it. Yeah. And yeah. No. It's interesting because yeah, when you say that, I'm like, no. That's I think you're right. You know, when I think about it for myself, I'm like, I don't know. But when when you say it about you, I'm like, yeah. She's right.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 94.36541694641146, \"end\": 129.32307708468696}, {\"id\": \"75a31088-92f4-4d1a-a1ab-ad68fd59a4c1\", \"text\": \"I'm like me at all, maybe I'm right too.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 129.82307508468696, \"end\": 131.26307208468697}, {\"id\": \"b26fb3b0-5527-4f4e-ad5d-3a3d1651e513\", \"text\": \"Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 140.3687904453289, \"end\": 144.2787904453289}, {\"id\": \"288fb812-bca1-44b4-898a-60c58d44a486\", \"text\": \"Yeah.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 148.22878044532888, \"end\": 156.78009078979488}, {\"id\": \"a573b6bb-ac72-49e2-bbfd-b79104440d79\", \"text\": \"Right.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 160.5600867897949, \"end\": 161.04009078979487}, {\"id\": \"1bd1d2a2-6546-498b-85ec-628aed2d4256\", \"text\": \"Yeah. I guess he's like I mean, he keeps feeling bad. He keeps going out and making out and feeling bad. And I keep I keep like, like, just telling him, like, let yourself off the hook. Like, it's you're in this weird space and it's fine. You know? I mean, you'll figure it out. Which I still think is true, but this this latest thing with Theresa, was like, this one's a little more problematic because he knew he knew exactly what he was like You know what I mean? He did it anyway.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 170.29348651885846, \"end\": 195.89349151885847}, {\"id\": \"7d4a11e3-a8a0-4dfe-8d97-958cbfd309de\", \"text\": \"So he knew exactly how she was gonna interpret it and and what it was gonna do. And he was gonna have to, like, have this cleanup afterwards. I'm like, it's still there. And, again, he was like, I don't think I would've done it if I had had a full night's sleep.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 197.17348651885848, \"end\": 212.65348651885847}, {\"id\": \"1a76a045-dcf8-4003-9da8-23de5ac40674\", \"text\": \"Which is probably true. I don't know. Still. I was a little bit I was a little bit surprised. With this. So yeah.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 213.21348651885847, \"end\": 234.67856837821353}, {\"id\": \"bfc2452e-4c54-42c9-a25d-a67ec38ed35f\", \"text\": \"Yeah. Ja,\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 241.27065636084987, \"end\": 243.45066636084988}, {\"id\": \"81fa77c6-a95c-4982-a075-2dfedef09dd9\", \"text\": \"I don't know. She I met her in December She she showed up as, like, one of Sarah's friends maybe a month or two earlier than that. I'm guessing that's when it's I guessing that's when it started.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 253.83676007270452, \"end\": 267.4567600727045}, {\"id\": \"49c27ca4-4804-491d-b5e0-653953abf49d\", \"text\": \"I'm guessing six months now maybe. Maybe a little longer.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 267.7067600727045, \"end\": 272.41677007270454}, {\"id\": \"60868e98-c87e-4b0a-8cb4-996cb9f65d78\", \"text\": \"But that's another funny thing is, like, Vic is like, Vic is like against someone who finalized in general, but he keeps messing with And then he's like, keep forgetting that she's divorced.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 278.30045660019005, \"end\": 288.6304566001901}, {\"id\": \"d2bbef24-8c99-4630-a039-f606cfff56f7\", \"text\": \"I'm like, that's some I'm like, something's going on in your yeah. Yeah.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 290.43044660019007, \"end\": 304.6267297990464}, {\"id\": \"b009908f-f6fe-4ce8-8365-0308db6154e5\", \"text\": \"I mean, her, like, Yeah.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 308.8742266273559, \"end\": 312.5042266273559}, {\"id\": \"6dda065d-3aaf-4dc0-9133-b96d7d365d36\", \"text\": \"Yeah. Ja. I feel like I feel like you don't get to make that for everybody. You can make it for yourself. You can say, like, I am not gonna I mean, I went on the dating apps.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 318.5295184271315, \"end\": 330.28952842713153}, {\"id\": \"34d01f86-8bc9-4ec7-ad22-b25c95dcb8dd\", \"text\": \"When I was still when I was in the middle of a divorce, and I didn't really I was curious. I was trying to satisfy my curiosity. I wasn't like my intention in that moment. I mean, I was in a bad place, I know exactly what I was trying to accomplish. But, like, wasn't actually, like, I wanna go out on a date. I was just like, I just wanna see. I wanna see what, like, what is my life gonna be when this divorce is over.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 330.57952842713155, \"end\": 353.40953842713157}, {\"id\": \"fd465cce-a176-496f-8495-63a57b654e87\", \"text\": \"And Tracy found out and felt like completely, like, betrayed by that. And I was, like, I was half of me was sympathetic and the other half of me was like, come on. Like, you know what I mean?\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 354.1295284271315, \"end\": 366.40952842713153}, {\"id\": \"3ebfcad4-b9a3-4e66-ac87-5d15be6ca80f\", \"text\": \"But I kinda think, like, you get to decide. Like, if you are in a relationship and you decide it's over and you communicate that to your partner, get to decide if you wanna go date after that. I I don't think that's like I don't think somebody else gets to tell you you can't do that. I think you do need to communicate that to both your current partner and the people you are dating. I don't think hiding that's a good thing.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 367.00952842713156, \"end\": 390.3495584271315}, {\"id\": \"4b27b4f6-edbe-4fe8-8f84-6d65daae44d1\", \"text\": \"I think that's unfair because I think other people need to be able make informed decisions around what you're doing. But, like, if you're if you're and Theresa has done that. She's been like, you know, she's been above board about that the whole time.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 390.8095284271315, \"end\": 402.6095284271315}, {\"id\": \"8870f797-dfb3-4aa0-92ef-4c1bd24e3b03\", \"text\": \"So yeah. Anyway.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 403.7295284271315, \"end\": 406.6095284271315}, {\"id\": \"226f23b4-80aa-476c-89ee-eba7bddafa28\", \"text\": \"Yeah. 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I don't think she's like, I do want a relationship I'm just gonna lie.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 485.60639205930585, \"end\": 496.83639205930587}, {\"id\": \"91ab6ae7-827d-41e3-a81d-f8eaea03fb18\", \"text\": \"To to get him closer, and then he'll change his mind. I don't think that's her thought process at all. I think she doesn't realize that that, like, yeah. She's not self aware right now around this at all.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 497.3163920593059, \"end\": 507.67639205930584}, {\"id\": \"35c0054f-866c-4627-8bf2-c6b710022a6b\", \"text\": \"So oh, yeah.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 508.1163920593058, \"end\": 523.0952451705446}, {\"id\": \"92b44434-812a-4c96-865d-bf061b13ac7e\", \"text\": \"Right. Well, yeah. And yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Okay.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 526.9952251705446, \"end\": 535.973100910136}, {\"id\": \"9ff1315c-b2a9-4c12-8864-2f639119b3b7\", \"text\": \"Well, and you don't know what you want. You don't know what you're doing. You don't know what you want when you're in that state.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 542.0530709101361, \"end\": 547.343080910136}, {\"id\": \"a3c697bc-4992-49a5-9ed7-7e16dc251570\", \"text\": \"Ja. Well, and it's probably it's probably one of those things where you will suddenly find yourself over the hump.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 568.1520840467945, \"end\": 578.0320640467944}, {\"id\": \"54df1ffe-8918-429d-84f1-6029296507fd\", \"text\": \"At some point, you'd be like, oh, okay.\", \"speaker_id\": 1, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 578.5120640467944, \"end\": 580.3520640467943}, {\"id\": \"ab05e403-d058-4c1d-9a1a-0f15892eda21\", \"text\": \"This is the place I've wanted to be for a while and finally here. 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Yeah.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 608.3274368380685, \"end\": 609.0474368380685}, {\"id\": \"2ab281ab-0c31-427d-a100-8d7e1884fb33\", \"text\": \"Yeah. Okay.\", \"speaker_id\": 1, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 625.9629076084054, \"end\": 638.216243553075}, {\"id\": \"716f0dfd-8695-438b-99c1-7002cb6be77f\", \"text\": \"Yeah.\", \"speaker_id\": 1, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 649.1120527266555, \"end\": 649.5120527266554}, {\"id\": \"513c4b8a-0b95-4479-8267-7413efec6d05\", \"text\": \"Yeah. Like, it's a subtle thing for me when it's worked. Where it's just like I feel relieved and then like and then I'm like not sure. Like is it gonna stick? Is this real?\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 651.4320527266555, \"end\": 663.6320727266555}, {\"id\": \"069ee6d6-8a4f-47ab-94fc-f4513ed08b61\", \"text\": \"But then I'll be in a situation later where I'm like, oh,\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 664.0820527266554, \"end\": 666.4820827266554}, {\"id\": \"87bd87f7-d77b-435c-892f-78e44343f7e9\", \"text\": \"Maybe. Maybe. I ran out of my head. Hadn't done as many ERT session lately. But I am trying to I actually went to a Jila a couple of times, and I'm gonna do a an ayahuasca journey here at some point when I have been, like, two weeks, but I was like, I don't what's going on with and I can have a day off because it's it's some ranch. 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She was just doing stuff.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 988.4879921054792, \"end\": 998.3279921054791}, {\"id\": \"ef3efac0-6a3c-4736-a723-707075615117\", \"text\": \"But when I walked away from it, I did feel different, like something had happened. You know? 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Yeah.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 1052.8603617286767, \"end\": 1056.0203617286768}, {\"id\": \"5d3d9373-e7b7-44ca-9783-b455b5be38c3\", \"text\": \"Yeah.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 1059.4203717286769, \"end\": 1059.7403617286768}, {\"id\": \"1e289b71-3cf5-4ff8-83c1-a0ec9f801536\", \"text\": \"Right. Right. Yeah. I mean, I wonder that if all spiritual practice is just, like, using the same tactics, but they're just kinda have have different put different labels and different stories around it, but the fundamental thing that's happening psychologically is the same.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 1062.8603617286767, \"end\": 1079.8203517286768}, {\"id\": \"e42d7b80-f19a-4577-9f54-c89c5d7932b7\", \"text\": \"And so, like, oh,\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 1080.7003617286769, \"end\": 1089.2636436939397}, {\"id\": \"0a906b0c-860c-4793-a568-72c4758cd172\", \"text\": \"I bought it. I never listened to it. 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Right.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 1233.4776824378796, \"end\": 1235.0776624378796}, {\"id\": \"208c2b58-4b7f-441b-92bd-467b2f3e50ed\", \"text\": \"Yeah.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 1238.3976824378797, \"end\": 1238.7976824378798}, {\"id\": \"aab7f4da-f83c-4bf0-a9fb-678db0a3e5ab\", \"text\": \"Yeah. Yeah.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 1241.9976824378796, \"end\": 1243.3176824378797}, {\"id\": \"4a73b33f-01aa-4f65-9f84-55c4f858f69b\", \"text\": \"Yeah.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 1247.0776624378796, \"end\": 1247.5576824378795}, {\"id\": \"39571bae-f894-4741-ae50-1f2d7d9211c9\", \"text\": \"I did. So I woke up at, like, woke up at, 06:30, and I was like I had set my alarm for 07:15. 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One Yeah.\", \"speaker_id\": 0, \"speaker_name\": \"Speaker 0\", \"start\": 1466.2607428264619, \"end\": 1472.6207428264618}, {\"id\": \"4265fcfe-83d0-4158-a2f5-517b86768971\", \"text\": \"Right. One part of it was for me, I I went and got a family plan so the boys could go to the gym, I put Tracy on their even though we were divorced. Was like, got a full family membership. Because it wasn't average. Like, the individual is like one fifty and the whole family was 200 or something. So I was like, I'll just get a full family and then the kids can come and Trace will have access to the, like, daycare and everything.\", \"speaker_id\": 1, \"speaker_name\": \"User\", \"start\": 1474.8207428264618, \"end\": 1497.3807428264618}, {\"id\": \"171f1e2b-43dd-4030-a623-a0a8bee4b23c\", \"text\": \"Anyway, Or no. Maybe we started We were members there when we were still married actually, now that I think about it. Anyway, I I I can't remember. I yes. 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