id,conversation_id,text,speaker_id,speaker_name,start_time,end_time 187635,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,Yes. Yes.,0,Speaker 0,1.0490417423625331e-07,177.84377457618746 187636,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"Serial And then if you have of Jason's friends that I never met for. It was really, really fun. So yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So anyway. Here Here it Carry, is that what you mean?",0,Speaker 0,238.01381740570116,293.26430218696703 187637,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. She's invited that she had another event. She'd take a golf ball hiking thing. So yeah. Yeah. So Nate and so Rick wins.,0,Speaker 0,294.184302186967,312.9031914711006 187638,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"To the hike with them, and then when we got into town, the first night, Rick and Nate and what? Lisa. Went to dinner with us, like, all of it. The people, you know, the group of eight of us or 10 of us that came in and then all and then we came anyway. So that's good. It was fun.",0,Speaker 0,313.30319147110066,326.7231914711007 187639,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"Yeah. Ja, ja, ja. Yeah.",0,Speaker 0,329.1431974711006,333.4231914711006 187640,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"I know, Jason. I like Jason. Jason.",0,Speaker 0,337.34318647110064,361.8335395731472 187641,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"Oh, know what to do with that. I don't know to do with that. She seems to be she seems to be she seems to be sniffing around.",0,Speaker 0,371.078035240169,377.79803524016904 187642,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"Like, she's interested in me asking her out. I am Jason. They hate each other. I'm not gonna ask her out. I know I don't know whether or not I would be interested. That is how far away I am. You know what mean? Like, because of the because of the Jason thing, haven't asked myself the question, do I find this real active?",0,Jason,378.278035240169,391.198035240169 187643,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"That make sense? I'm not even going. So but I need think I need to say something to Jason, I don't know what. I don't Yeah. She she she she danced with me. We danced together at we talked. It's classic. We bumped into another classic, and we danced a couple of times. And I think she has me to dance. I think she has once and she has me to dance. I don't know. But, like, she was there. It was, one, like, I was like, okay. Let's and we talked to her, then I'm she seems she's flirting, I can see the the amount of attention And then she friended me on Facebook, and she which I said it on Hammy. And then she if I need some of it, she starts commenting on my stuff, I'm like, like, I don't know what's going on, but, like, I met her. No. Like, and he introduced me to her and was like and was like, this is my company. You know what I mean?",0,Speaker 0,391.67803524016904,438.80803524016903 187644,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,So apparently hate him. I don't lie. He's gonna to like I I don't know what she's doing. I don't know her personality. Maybe she's just maybe this doesn't mean anything.,0,Speaker 0,439.27803524016906,447.83802524016903 187645,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"Never know, but it should feel it.",1,User,447.83802524016903,448.318035240169 187646,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"And then it's not she's coming on strong by means, but, like, I don't know. That's weird. I I did the thing. I want to I'm not.",0,Speaker 0,448.318035240169,456.39803524016907 187647,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,Yeah.,1,User,546.6816007463873,546.9216107463873 187648,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,Yeah.,0,Speaker 0,547.6816107463874,548.0016107463873 187649,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,Right.,1,User,551.9216107463873,558.6744884967851 187650,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,Yeah.,2,User,560.9544884967851,561.2744984967851 187651,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"Well, and and then and then also he told me this morning, he's gonna wrinkle. I don't seem like I might get him back, but he pulled me at party last night. And Katie was there.",0,Speaker 0,561.7144884967851,568.7744884967851 187652,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"Then I left early, I was just two nights ago. Anyway, and by then, Katie and I broke it up. So I guess he his impression was after once I left, Katie started flirting with him. That was his his was his impression.",0,Speaker 0,568.8144884967851,577.0744884967851 187653,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,Was it Kate was interested in him? And that's not Kate's flirting. That's it may mean she might be interested. Might not be. Don't know.,0,Speaker 0,577.5144884967851,581.4344884967851 187654,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"But but he was like, dude. And so I wanna be like, hey, she she seems interested in he tells me Katie's interested in him. You know what I mean? It's just might feel like I'm just like I'm gonna be like, me too.",0,Speaker 0,581.9144984967851,592.0744884967851 187655,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"And again, I don't even know know what she is interested. I don't know. I just like, I wish I didn't I wish I what was happening.",0,Speaker 0,592.5644884967851,596.724498496785 187656,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,And I don't like if yeah.,0,Speaker 0,598.7944884967851,600.474498496785 187657,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"Oh, totally.",2,User,600.474498496785,601.354488496785 187658,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"And if I see other thing I don't even know if she was interested, I'm like, She's alright. You know what I mean? Like like, I'm not is it she's not not good. She's not like, I'm gonna pick her out and be like, girl.",0,Speaker 0,601.7144884967851,608.674478496785 187659,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,Hot.,0,Speaker 0,608.744488496785,608.904488496785 187660,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"You know I mean? And so I don't know. No. Like, I talk to you? It's nice. I'm like, anyway.",2,User,608.904488496785,614.3144884967851 187661,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"Like, it's not like I'm like, oh, I wish I crossed her up. Actually had a situation with someone else.",0,Speaker 0,614.3144884967851,617.4344884967851 187662,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"So there's this girl there's a girl that met and this is his mate in Park City. Did a triple date. And the girl that Vic's roommate was with, her name is Liz, And I asked Rachel Hamill to do with you. Rachel, she's used to friends with shelf for a bit, and so I was like, I should have Rochelle out. And she's and Rochelle sometimes comes on my Facebook and stuff. So I'm think she's open to this. Anyway, so so I have Michelle out. The date was fine, this is like, this is after Katie, and I had to broken for a couple months. I just when I happened to Michelle, I like, I just I just missed Katie so much.",2,User,617.5844884967851,644.5944884967851 187663,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"The next day, I thought about reaching out Katie, like, like, wanna work out, and then, like, did. And then we bumped at each other.",2,User,644.7544884967851,648.5944884967851 187664,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"And that and then that's when we reconnected. And so, anyway. So, like, anyways. But that night, I I was, this girl stuck out something about her that I kinda like, you like she's gonna do with her girlfriend and stuff. I I just noticed that I was kind of But then broke up, I don't know what the picture is available, but I'm like, ah, I can't he's he's over it, know.",2,User,649.394488496785,665.194468496785 187665,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"I'm like, I don't know.",2,User,665.5144884967851,666.6344684967851 187666,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,I don't think that's about it is.,0,Speaker 0,666.6344684967851,667.3544684967851 187667,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"I want his guys' friends. You know what mean? Like, he's cool. And I feel bad. Like, hurting hard to go kitty. Like, like, ugh. So I was like, I don't think I'm gonna think about that. I think I can ask this for a long time. And and that's somebody I don't even know.",2,User,667.7944884967851,677.914488496785 187668,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,Like like the chase and yeah.,0,Speaker 0,678.394488496785,679.354488496785 187669,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,Anyway.,2,User,680.2345084967851,680.5544884967851 187670,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,It does.,0,Speaker 0,683.474488496785,684.0344884967851 187671,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,Er does.,3,Speaker 3,684.394488496785,684.7944884967851 187672,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"You'll see. Anyway,",1,User,688.5944884967851,689.5544884967851 187673,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,Yeah. Yeah.,0,Speaker 0,691.394488496785,692.874488496785 187674,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"I think don't think that's that's been think that's been healthy for a long time, I haven't been willing to disengage because there's things about her and how that relationship there. I mean, it's it's a I do this guess.",2,User,693.3144684967851,702.9544884967851 187675,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"Like, that it's Leanna, except, you know, Leanna's way further out into crazy to him. But, like, like, Leanna, I was like, oh, this is bad. I know this isn't good for me. But I can't just see this person in this interaction is eating a part of me that's hurting. You know?",2,User,703.2644884967851,714.744488496785 187676,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"And so I have to, like, I have to keep it, like, I have to preserve the experience like that. You know? I feel so heavy. Like, I'm like, I'm breaking up with me. She won't mention she's not picking me up. She's like, that's not okay. Like, that's not functional.",2,User,715.5244884967851,725.5544884967851 187677,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,You know?,0,Speaker 0,725.5544884967851,725.7944884967851 187678,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"And and he and yet every time she's like, oh, with the door crack, I only walked her back in and like, okay. And the whole thing is, like, it's not good. It's not good for me. And I'm out of shout.",2,User,726.234488496785,735.614508496785 187679,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,You know what mean?,3,Speaker 3,735.614508496785,735.9344884967851 187680,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"Don't I don't know how to I don't know to I it'll kick him. Part partly because I want it so bad. And probably, there's something out of the fields right.",2,User,735.9344884967851,742.0644684967851 187681,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"And I can figure that out. I can figure some smile on it. It's I'm a mess. Like, this I think it's I think it's kinda touching it on, real core attachment stuff.",2,User,743.674488496785,756.2044884967851 187682,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"I I have, like, like, wounds and stuff that got going on.",0,Speaker 0,756.5944884967851,757.5544884967851 187683,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"And and it's like to speak to something part of me. Part of me is like, maybe that's an opportunity to feel like Lee. Figure out something. I don't know what. I don't know. I know, Jamie, but it's it's it's been tough.",2,User,757.5544884967851,769.0344884967851 187684,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"It's been a lot of time. I think I think think it's not, I'm like, imagine like if she",1,User,769.394488496785,773.5144884967851 187685,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,I told her to tell that.,2,User,773.8344884967851,775.994488496785 187686,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"And I'm not like, didn't rape her, but I was passionate on my expression of, like, isn't, like, you keep doing this.",1,User,775.994488496785,781.794508496785 187687,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"You know what I mean? Like she was like she was like I wanna be friends. Comes down like, don't wanna be friends. Like, every time you say that, you break up and then don't think as a ton of friend.",2,User,781.794508496785,787.244488496785 187688,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"Like, you could at any point treated me as you do a friend. Every time you get and you pull me back in every single time, you do that. So you don't wanna be friends? You don't.",1,User,787.634488496785,795.904488496785 187689,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"But you also can't, like, enable them in our closeness because when you get too close, can freak people So I I was like, why are you doing that? The story that you're telling me about the money and about I'll choose I have which I do have their reviews.",1,User,796.2044884967851,805.914468496785 187690,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"That's not the reason why you're doing that. You know what mean? That didn't make sense. That's not if it was about the money. You just say, you.",1,User,806.244488496785,811.2944884967851 187691,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,Wouldn't keep pulling me back in.,1,User,811.5944884967851,812.7144884967851 187692,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"So what is really going on? I was like, need to figure out because you're not gonna be like, you're gonna have And and she, like, goes on for these calls.",2,User,813.474468496785,820.7544884967851 187693,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"That's not Oh, that is this. Like, what you're doing with me? Like, like, I'll turn the same thing.",1,User,820.7544884967851,824.044508496785 187694,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"Like, and that's you. That's my money. That's not that's not about me.",1,User,824.6344684967851,826.3144884967851 187695,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"So anyway, like, she she she wanted to listen. Like, she might take Well, wanted to.",2,User,826.914468496785,833.4344884967851 187696,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"She either she she was willing to me because she's like, she gave us me this for me or she she thought it was something when I had dangerous one to do this. I I know what she is.",1,User,833.7544884967851,840.374488496785 187697,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,But she took it like you know what I mean?,0,Speaker 0,841.8945084967851,842.5344884967851 187698,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"Didn't didn't get all, like, defensive. She is. How she handles herself? She tells me, I want her notes. Know what. I wanna I wanna I wanna she feel like I'm about people and about hurts. A lot of times she'll ask me, what's what else? What else am I not?",1,User,843.034468496785,854.0344884967851 187699,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,You see that I don't think about me? Right?,1,User,854.3144884967851,855.994488496785 187700,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,So that that's the tenor of relationships that she does value my even if it's triple her. Right?,2,User,856.154488496785,860.164488496785 187701,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"But do okay. We'll be friends. We say, I like, no, like, this is not this is not me, this is not okay. Know? This hurts.",1,User,870.154488496785,876.514488496785 187702,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,So that's helpful.,2,User,877.3145284967851,879.1944884967851 187703,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"And then we like that together for, the morning.",1,User,879.354488496785,881.354488496785 187704,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"We each talked a little more the So there was, you know, was a interpreting. Like, it felt, I know, whatever. It felt like not a complete waste, but still still sad struggling and normally had a I know. I kinda like rewrite my mind around this okay.",2,User,883.6744884967851,893.114448496785 187705,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"This is over. It's okay. Like, it was okay. I think I think I attached a lot of ink to case specifically that isn't really hers.",1,User,893.974488496785,902.274488496785 187706,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"And I can't disengage because if I can't make her love me then, like, Does that make sense?",2,User,902.7944884967851,905.634528496785 187707,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,Living her makes my life feel like I'm not I'm not ever gonna I can't ever get back I had with her.,1,User,905.9144884967851,907.8344884967851 187708,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,The the vision of life that I had in her might won't read that back.,2,User,908.474488496785,914.394488496785 187709,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,And she made.,1,User,922.014488496785,922.6544884967851 187710,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,You know what I mean?,3,Speaker 3,922.6544884967851,923.374488496785 187711,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"So, like, it all kinds of weird stuff going And, like, I'm trying to I'm not doing it on personal. I'm trying to dig it up here. Come up in the last few days. Just those those couple things of, like, okay.",2,User,923.374488496785,928.9044884967851 187712,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"Think I'm think I'm making meaning here. This not here. So yeah,",1,User,929.2244384967851,935.874488496785 187713,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"Oh, yeah. Yeah. No.",1,User,939.6744884967851,940.7144884967851 187714,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,Definitely the definitely the the on off has made things worse for me for sure.,2,User,940.754488496785,942.8344884967851 187715,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,The guys are higher and those are lower.,0,Speaker 0,943.514488496785,944.7144884967851 187716,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,Yes.,2,User,944.7144884967851,945.514488496785 187717,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,Am I'm definitely a factor in how how painful this is for me. That's definitely part of it.,2,User,946.604488496785,948.604488496785 187718,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"I mean, I told this a week ago.",1,User,948.604488496785,950.1245184967851 187719,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,Last time we had this for painful.,2,User,950.1245184967851,950.764488496785 187720,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"It's because in that particular case, she'd started to get closer. Like, she started leaning again a little bit, and I can get it to her.",1,User,951.6245184967851,958.5544584967851 187721,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"Like, when she started to more stuff and being complete with me, I I have you because",1,User,960.874488496785,965.5944884967851 187722,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"I don't trust it anymore. And so I like, just friends and then and then I thought that for a week.",2,User,966.114448496785,970.514488496785 187723,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,You know what mean? I had,0,Speaker 0,970.514488496785,971.1544884967851 187724,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"to go So That's my story. I'm I'm sorry, man. Hopefully, this is, like, last time when I, like, configure it learns up on my side.",2,User,973.1544884967851,976.8344884967851 187725,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,I don't know. I know.,4,Speaker 4,977.3144884967851,979.5544884967851 187726,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"I mean, I think it's I think it's mine.",2,User,983.754488496785,985.274488496785 187727,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,Don't think it's I'm not going through this related Katie. I related Katie because I'm going through this. You know what I mean? This is where I'm at. Tell me.,2,User,986.6744884967851,991.394488496785 187728,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"Like, this is my attachment system.",2,User,991.954488496785,992.9944584967852 187729,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"So have to I have to sort it out, or I'm just gonna go find another one.",2,User,994.4744884967849,996.7144884967852 187730,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"I mean, I did. You know?",0,Speaker 0,996.7144884967852,997.9944884967849 187731,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"And then, hey.",1,User,998.6744484967851,999.234448496785 187732,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,So and then that was between it didn't happen enough space to develop into I don't know.,0,Speaker 0,1002.6744884967852,1005.314528496785 187733,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,"Like, Jenny might just know what happened. If she hadn't moved away, she may not have like, she did.",0,Speaker 0,1006.0844884967851,1008.2444584967852 187734,07434e29-9de3-44c7-a888-f86aa49f7503,I don't know.,1,User,1008.5944884967851,1010.1944884967852