id,conversation_id,text,speaker_id,speaker_name,start_time,end_time
277531,07a49550-03d9-4d1a-8f43-03f4134875c8,"I accept that. and i'm not ready to all the way to do it. yeah. okay? yeah. yeah. yeah. that's okay. it's not you know, that's not what i'm doing here. right? trying to convince me? yeah. i know. i'm not trying to pull you to where i am i know. at this point. i have tried that, but that's not i'm done with that. i know. i know. tell. k. k. usually feel like you can't tell and so i don't need to explain it. but yeah. i can tell when you're regressive and you're pulling and i'm like yeah. and you can have your you can say what you need to say. yeah. yeah. whatever. right. right? i feel like we're just being really honest. yeah. i i want transparency. yeah. i mean i wanna understand all",0,Speaker 0,0.0,59.18
277532,07a49550-03d9-4d1a-8f43-03f4134875c8,"View, like yeah. no. and i i think what happened for me is that when this last little bit, maybe because you were ready to be exclusive, maybe just the timing of the whole thing, the stakes went up. like, was like, oh, okay. like, if we're doing this, then okay. what does that mean to me? right? and i was like, oh, well, then it does mean we're looking at marriage, you know, for real now. and i was like, well, first looking at marriage then, some of this that has that i have, like, chosen to ignore that hasn't worked for me. i i don't wanna ignore it anymore. like, it's gotta we gotta start putting this putting these issues on the table. right? gotta we gotta talk about this. i gotta express myself. and that's scary for me, and i'm not very good at it. like,",0,Speaker 0,60.0,119.8
277533,07a49550-03d9-4d1a-8f43-03f4134875c8,"I i'm much more comfortable pretending i'm fine. yeah. like, there's a vulnerability for me of being angry. i don't like it. i don't know how to do it elegantly. i don't know how to do it. i either protect everyone else or i feel like i'm just gonna, like, do my thing and, like i i i have to learn the sweet spot in there where it's like you can feel your feelings and embrace them and but but it it doesn't have put them on someone else. well, it yeah. it doesn't have to mean you become destructive. and, like, here's how it here here's how you do it so you're you know you're not being destructive. mhmm. so you can have confidence in yourself that you have a right to express yourself, but that you're not you're not bulldozing around, stepping on people. right? for me, i'm like, don't know how to do that. yeah. my dad was angry. he's an angry man. and in the few times in my life when i have been angry, it has been",0,Speaker 0,120.0,180.96