id,conversation_id,text,speaker_id,speaker_name,start_time,end_time
130468,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,think it was social. I know what to do. Right? And so I've been feeling like I gotta start all over. This is gonna take many more years am I gonna be seeing that I'll take this?,0,User,-3.2699603025321267e-08,8.019999467300408
130469,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"Then also my tongue controls my pants. Like, I can't invite anyone who my life until I fixed like, I stabilize this thing.",0,User,9.220000467300395,15.660000467300392
130470,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Right?,1,Speaker 1,15.660000467300392,16.300000467300407
130471,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"So I have felt like how crazy? I have Yes. Felt like, me getting into Like I'm I'm always out for like, being able to merge my life with somebody.",0,User,16.9000004673004,33.66000046730039
130472,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"Right? But this conversation is like I'm like, I I",0,User,33.82000046730042,36.42000246730041
130473,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Yeah. Okay.,0,User,70.08357190132233,72.51357190132228
130474,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Okay. Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,73.5535719013223,74.79357190132231
130475,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Right?,0,User,81.39444428443971,81.87444428443968
130476,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Yeah. Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,84.86444428443968,94.0888817364654
130477,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"I think we're supposed to it when I'm just like I mean,",0,User,97.76888573646539,105.32301635742118
130478,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,I sure hope I sure hope so. I sure hope so.,0,User,111.12301635742119,209.78858263969232
130479,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"Yeah. I do think so. I mean, I do think I think I'm more you know, I think I look at the differences I've had been, like, validation.",0,User,220.98093232154548,230.42093232154548
130480,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"For girls like dated. Right? Where I'm, like, being cool up to date in my role. And I think I've got a with that. Know. Because I just thought somebody can make something.",0,User,231.42093232154548,237.84093232154544
130481,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"I'm arcadey. Like, And I was like, yeah. But she's not like value me enough. Like, she's not a definitive investment. Like, I mean, That's kinda how cool she is is not gonna matter.",0,User,238.22093232154543,249.50092732154548
130482,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,When we're a year into our marriage. Right? What matters? Does she show up? Right.,0,User,250.06093232154547,255.86093232154548
130483,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Right.,1,Speaker 1,256.22093232154543,256.5409323215455
130484,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"Okay. Right. Right. Right. Yeah. So what I was trying to, like, I'm trying to, like, prove it up into myself. So right? And if you feel like you're getting over that where I'm just like, yeah. I don't a thing for me, but that violation",0,User,258.3809423215455,275.38093232154546
130485,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Yeah. Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,279.6609323215455,281.02092232154547
130486,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,I know.,1,Speaker 1,285.02092232154547,374.1289692211118
130487,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,378.2489692211118,387.4521311092352
130488,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,That's I do think about that sometimes.,0,User,387.7321311092352,389.3321411092352
130489,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Because I I do very nice.,1,Speaker 1,389.77213110923526,392.05213110923523
130490,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"That I am developed and this way. Right? Like, the my experience",0,User,392.5321411092352,398.05213110923523
130491,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"and and not just, like, because I'm special, but, like, things that I've gone through have taught me things.",1,Speaker 1,398.13213110923516,401.29213110923524
130492,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Right? I've learned.,1,Speaker 1,404.7321211092352,405.3721211092352
130493,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"From my from my doors and from, you know, all these things.",0,User,406.17213110923524,409.29213110923524
130494,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"And I do see other single people, and I'm like, I don't need too many that are kind of functioning at the level of self awareness.",1,Speaker 1,409.89214110923524,417.29213110923524
130495,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"That I'm functioning at. And I wonder, I hope you like be in a relationship with That was as, like,",1,Speaker 1,417.5721311092352,425.1721411092352
130496,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,I don't know.,0,User,425.65213110923526,426.13213110923516
130497,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"I talked to figure out this one. How whoever I was dating at the time. I like, I don't think she's as flirish. He's like, no one is.",1,Speaker 1,426.8121411092352,434.6121311092352
130498,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"You can't find any time soon. I was like, yeah. Yeah.",1,Speaker 1,434.8521311092352,436.6121311092352
130499,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Maybe.,0,User,436.6921311092352,437.4921311092353
130500,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"I don't But so it's not like I need my it's not like I need my, like, message. But also I'm like, sure would be this silly.",1,Speaker 1,437.5721311092352,442.45212110923524
130501,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,I don't know.,2,Speaker 2,443.01213110923527,443.4921311092353
130502,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"It was it was have you dumped for go, okay.",0,User,447.3321311092352,483.4357460403537
130503,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,You guys you mentioned it. Yeah.,2,Speaker 2,483.9557460403537,486.39574604035374
130504,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Yeah.,2,Speaker 2,608.4757445812336,608.7957445812336
130505,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,But not not probably not a such thing.,0,User,608.9957445812336,610.5957545812336
130506,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Yeah.,2,Speaker 2,613.4357445812336,613.6757445812336
130507,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,614.0757445812336,614.5557445812336
130508,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.,2,Speaker 2,614.5557445812336,615.4357445812336
130509,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Like because I think I was saying what it'd be like to be have a relationship or whatever.,1,Speaker 1,615.4357445812336,619.5957545812336
130510,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"Well, that might be too much to ask me. He's like, yes. And that might be too high of it. Standard.",0,User,620.6357345812336,627.6357445812337
130511,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"It's like that's kinda your thing. Like, that's that's your that almost defines who you are.",1,Speaker 1,628.5957445812336,632.6757445812336
130512,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"And that's I think I have been in my intimate relationships since I got into it. You know, it's been part of the part of the dysfunction is that I am",2,Speaker 2,699.4500673103489,704.7874116897704
130513,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,I am too I'm not choosing myself first. If that makes sense. I'm I'm I am trying to change who I am to make who they are work.,2,Speaker 2,708.9473916897704,719.5874316897704
130514,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"To some degree. They and Katie could feel that. She called that out, though. She's like, you need to be you more. She's like, I wanna see who you are. I can tell that you are.",2,Speaker 2,719.9074116897704,730.5473916897704
130515,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"Accommodating me And she's like, I like the safety, but I I need to know who you are to choose you. Yeah.",2,Speaker 2,731.1874116897704,740.9074116897704
130516,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,741.7874116897704,742.0274116897704
130517,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Yeah. Yeah. She she was. Yeah. Yeah. She is. She's she's smart.,2,Speaker 2,743.3474116897704,749.7074316897704
130518,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,She's she's kind of insightful.,1,Speaker 1,750.1874116897704,751.3874116897704
130519,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"I do think, like, her specific like, like wounds, she does not see very fluid, which is normal. Like, we we you know, like, intuitive, intelligent people can see what's wrong with everybody else.",2,Speaker 2,751.7974116897703,762.9474116897704
130520,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"It's hard for them to see themselves Like, it's always hard hardest to see yourself clearly. That's normal.",1,Speaker 1,763.5473916897704,769.5274116897704
130521,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Right?,0,User,769.7874116897704,775.3474116897704
130522,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"So yeah, We work hard at seeing which, like, I still know. Like, I still know.",2,Speaker 2,775.8674116897704,779.9473916897704
130523,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"Like, my blind spots are still me. Right? That's just how it works.",1,Speaker 1,780.5474116897703,784.6274116897704
130524,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Yeah.,2,Speaker 2,793.3380368613882,793.6580168613883
130525,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Right.,0,User,794.6980368613883,795.0180568613882
130526,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Yeah.,0,User,798.6980368613883,814.2073323318903
130527,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Okay.,2,Speaker 2,816.8073023318904,817.2873023318903
130528,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.,0,User,818.1073023318903,878.7925148009892
130529,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Yeah.,2,Speaker 2,880.2925148009892,894.6808147239301
130530,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"Well, it's I mean, it's I don't know.",0,User,895.1408147239301,897.98081472393
130531,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,It's it's uncomfortable.,2,Speaker 2,897.98081472393,899.6608147239301
130532,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Right?,1,Speaker 1,899.6608147239301,901.1808147239301
130533,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"Like, real growth requires feeling feelings you wanna feel. Facing things you don't wanna face.",0,User,903.3408147239302,906.8208147239302
130534,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"Usually,",1,Speaker 1,906.8208147239302,907.6208147239302
130535,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Yeah.,2,Speaker 2,924.6657636370369,924.9857436370369
130536,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,926.0657436370368,926.3857636370367
130537,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Yeah.,2,Speaker 2,926.7957436370368,927.2757436370368
130538,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Yeah.,0,User,928.8257636370367,941.4445259570573
130539,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,Ya.,2,Speaker 2,960.1622385215237,960.5622385215238
130540,0b6770c6-72fa-49b7-96bd-ae2c39141f80,"Well, maybe that his partner did this and how playing because I was just thinking about it. I like, yeah. I'm feeling that same, like, Now I wanna you know want I want what I have to do, but I",0,User,961.3222385215236,977.9559702791778