id,conversation_id,text,speaker_id,speaker_name,start_time,end_time
235534,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,And I did. And I did.,0,User,-2.288818308215923e-07,2.519999771118165
235535,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Hey. Has Good. How are you doing? Good.,0,User,6.479999771118173,86.24397771017453
235536,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Okay. Yeah. Yeah. Yep.,0,User,91.16397871017455,98.52397871017456
235537,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,"Work was great. Work was great. I'm a little tired from work. It was the first day. Was a lot of sitting in meetings. Like, orientation stuff, which was good. But I'm not used to having to it's like sitting in a classroom. You know what I mean? I'm not used to it.",0,User,102.48397871017454,116.96397871017456
235538,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,So it made me kinda tired. Yeah. A little bit. But it was a good it was a good day. I'm excited. I'm excited. About the company and about what they do and about what I'm gonna do there. So it'll be good.,0,User,117.52397871017456,131.56397571017456
235539,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Yeah. Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,132.72397871017455,133.76397671017455
235540,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Sure.,1,Speaker 1,137.77397871017456,139.78884306364554
235541,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Okay. Yeah. K.,1,Speaker 1,144.1984008312233,148.7084008312233
235542,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Right.,1,Speaker 1,152.6683968312233,156.09963666915837
235543,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,No. We were never exclusive.,0,User,157.65963666915837,159.09963666915837
235544,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,"Like like, once or twice. Once or twice. There was one part there was one party at her house one night. She kissed me in front of, you know, half dozen of her friends.",0,User,170.5673572894271,181.12736228942708
235545,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,"And, like, she was she owned me, claimed me that night. That was kinda the only time.",0,User,182.6473662894271,189.6073582894271
235546,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,So not great.,1,Speaker 1,191.9273572894271,192.56736228942708
235547,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,It hurts my feelings. Hurts my feelings every hurts my feelings every fucking time.,0,User,193.9273572894271,198.2473622894271
235548,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Yeah. Yep.,1,Speaker 1,220.7932241984489,221.7432291984489
235549,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,225.62322919844888,228.78334108351896
235550,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,232.46334108351897,232.78334108351896
235551,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,My choice has always been walk away or take it except what I'm offered. And I've always accepted it. I should probably let it go at this point. It's probably the one I need to do.,0,User,239.2446394538798,250.1546394538799
235552,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,That's what I'm working on. I'm trying.,0,User,251.07463945387985,252.67463945387988
235553,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Yep. Yep.,1,Speaker 1,255.2446394538798,257.55464945387985
235554,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,"I doubt I doubt I doubt me and Katie will work unless I walk away and then she decides she wants it and acts like it for a while. Like really like does some like, repair some things. Yeah.",0,User,258.7946394538799,272.1546394538799
235555,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,"Like, I need to feel like valued in a way that she's always devalued me.",0,User,272.8346494538798,277.19463945387986
235556,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,279.43463945387987,279.75462945387983
235557,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,"So, like, even if I just keep, like, sticking around and she finally that's gonna build, like, we might be together for a while under those conditions, but I'm not gonna feel good about it. Right?",0,User,280.6746394538799,290.15462945387986
235558,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,"So so, yeah, for all these reasons, I need to let her go. But part of part of me part of me doesn't want to, so and I can't quite you know, nudging that part. It's it's moving, but it's moving slowly.",0,User,291.19464945387983,305.63463945387986
235559,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Right.,1,Speaker 1,310.64143483162513,311.04143483162517
235560,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Right.,0,User,312.92143483162516,313.2414248316252
235561,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,317.5701021139598,317.89011211395984
235562,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Yeah.,0,User,318.37011211395986,318.85010211395985
235563,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,318.85010211395985,319.1701121139598
235564,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Now One time.,1,Speaker 1,326.4442123222434,329.52421232224344
235565,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,"One time. She's she's always been honest. About where she stands. She's never betrayed me. She's never lied to me. She's never she's never, like, she's never been deceitful about how she's dealt with me. She's always been upfront.",0,User,330.12422232224344,343.3242023222434
235566,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,"So it's fair, It it's partly, like, you know, like, it's not what I want. And it's not yeah. Yeah. Yeah. It's consensual. And I could've like, you know, I could've said, ah, this isn't working for me at any point, and I should have.",0,User,343.9242223222434,358.9642123222434
235567,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,"I I I'm working out my stuff. You know what I mean? Like, I'm I'm trying to learn how to treat myself like I matter, and I'm not good at that.",0,User,359.5642123222434,367.0842123222434
235568,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,"When it comes to I'm okay in, like, normal situations, but when it comes to romantic, situations, I I devalue myself a lot. And I I'm trying to trying to learn how to not do that.",0,User,367.10421232224337,377.9242123222434
235569,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,"I you know, I mean, that's just my attachment stuff. Whatever. I'm I'm I'm up away, like I'm trying to trying to deal with that.",0,User,378.32419232224345,384.48421232224337
235570,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,And and Katie's Katie's not Katie's just the latest version of what I've done to myself my whole life.,0,User,385.52421232224344,393.31424232224344
235571,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,So you know.,0,User,393.8442123222434,394.4042323222434
235572,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Yeah. Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,399.05501040458836,401.69501040458834
235573,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,406.3349904045884,409.63513763427534
235574,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Yeah. Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,413.4751576342753,416.3051376342753
235575,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,419.39513763427533,423.1551376342753
235576,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,No. You're fine.,1,Speaker 1,430.0431361675152,430.8431161675152
235577,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,434.69313616751515,435.0131361675152
235578,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Yeah. Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,446.81647815702786,450.116498157028
235579,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,454.236458157028,464.50593351362204
235580,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,469.73289662503964,470.05287662503963
235581,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Yeah. Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,474.44245535039454,477.88243535039464
235582,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Yeah. Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,481.2824553503947,482.3224353503946
235583,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,I know. It's weird. It's weird.,1,Speaker 1,486.08240535039454,488.0824353503947
235584,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,"Like, it's I mean, I guess it's just old patterns. Right? It's just old attachment. Attachment wounds kind of applying applying pressure to our minds that, like, this is what you this is what you want. And it's like, it shouldn't be.",0,User,489.1224153503946,502.52243535039463
235585,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,506.16245535039457,508.72243535039456
235586,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,"And it's, you know, it's more than one thing too. Like, that's reductive. Like, there's things about Katie that I'm like, no. This part's this part's this part is actually good. Like, this part is good and healthy this part is not. And so, you know, but, yeah, it's still, like, not good enough.",0,User,510.1224153503946,527.6424353503946
235587,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,"It's still not working, and I still need to learn how to treat myself well when it comes to these kinds of things. So I know what to do.",0,User,527.8324353503947,538.4824653503946
235588,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,That's my plan.,1,Speaker 1,541.0824353503947,541.9624353503946
235589,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Haven't fully decide. That's yeah. It's that. It's that. I'll go a little late. I'll go a little late and then feel it out and see how long I can stand it.,0,User,542.9624353503946,551.4824353503946
235590,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,So are you going?,1,Speaker 1,553.2024353503946,554.0824353503947
235591,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,561.0424353503946,561.9236423873225
235592,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Right.,0,User,563.0836423873225,563.4836423873226
235593,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,"Right. Yeah. Well, that's why yeah. Right. That's why that's why I ask. Yeah. Yeah.",1,Speaker 1,566.2436223873225,575.8836423873224
235594,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,579.7636423873225,580.2210065433495
235595,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Yeah. Yeah. Right. Right. Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,584.2609765433494,590.2609765433494
235596,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,"Well, there's probably gonna be a decent number there. So lot of lot of lot of guys like Katie.",0,User,591.2209765433495,599.5809765433495
235597,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,So No. Just tired.,1,Speaker 1,609.0710827158975,610.1910827158974
235598,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,I'm just gonna walk my gait. I need to jog more. My gait is like than it used to be. Because I haven't been running,0,User,611.9510827158974,617.9910627158974
235599,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,I know.,1,Speaker 1,620.3110627158975,620.9510827158974
235600,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,"I know. I started it yesterday. I haven't finished it yet, but I did work on it. I'm like halfway through it.",0,User,624.2511027158976,629.5110827158975
235601,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,"I know, but I wanted you to know that I did work on it. Say that I was gonna and then not.",0,User,632.7910827158975,637.9910827158975
235602,0c82f2ad-aad7-4b95-9e62-61dbba46430d,Okay. Okay. Sounds good. That sounds good. See you. Bye.,1,Speaker 1,642.0710827158975,652.7352526949761