id,conversation_id,text,speaker_id,speaker_name,start_time,end_time
235361,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Ja.,0,User,3.2424926743601645e-07,0.4000003242492678
235362,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Right. Right. Yeah. Yeah.,0,User,43.69419076919555,52.29165919303904
235363,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Ja.,0,User,67.8597301673891,77.00541694641146
235364,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I mean, my teacher told me that I was bone weary, I was like, that felt that feels right. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.",0,User,80.81541894641146,90.36541694641146
235365,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"And now? Now it da sind It does it. Yeah. And yeah. No. It's interesting because yeah, when you say that, I'm like, no. That's I think you're right. You know, when I think about it for myself, I'm like, I don't know. But when when you say it about you, I'm like, yeah. She's right.",0,User,94.36541694641146,129.32307708468696
235366,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"I'm like me at all, maybe I'm right too.",0,User,129.82307508468696,131.26307208468697
235367,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.,0,User,140.3687904453289,144.2787904453289
235368,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Yeah.,0,User,148.22878044532888,156.78009078979488
235369,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Right.,0,User,160.5600867897949,161.04009078979487
235370,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"Yeah. I guess he's like I mean, he keeps feeling bad. He keeps going out and making out and feeling bad. And I keep I keep like, like, just telling him, like, let yourself off the hook. Like, it's you're in this weird space and it's fine. You know? I mean, you'll figure it out. Which I still think is true, but this this latest thing with Theresa, was like, this one's a little more problematic because he knew he knew exactly what he was like You know what I mean? He did it anyway.",0,User,170.29348651885846,195.89349151885847
235371,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"So he knew exactly how she was gonna interpret it and and what it was gonna do. And he was gonna have to, like, have this cleanup afterwards. I'm like, it's still there. And, again, he was like, I don't think I would've done it if I had had a full night's sleep.",0,User,197.17348651885848,212.65348651885847
235372,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Which is probably true. I don't know. Still. I was a little bit I was a little bit surprised. With this. So yeah.,0,User,213.21348651885847,234.67856837821353
235373,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"Yeah. Ja,",0,User,241.27065636084987,243.45066636084988
235374,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"I don't know. She I met her in December She she showed up as, like, one of Sarah's friends maybe a month or two earlier than that. I'm guessing that's when it's I guessing that's when it started.",0,User,253.83676007270452,267.4567600727045
235375,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,I'm guessing six months now maybe. Maybe a little longer.,0,User,267.7067600727045,272.41677007270454
235376,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"But that's another funny thing is, like, Vic is like, Vic is like against someone who finalized in general, but he keeps messing with And then he's like, keep forgetting that she's divorced.",0,User,278.30045660019005,288.6304566001901
235377,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"I'm like, that's some I'm like, something's going on in your yeah. Yeah.",0,User,290.43044660019007,304.6267297990464
235378,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"I mean, her, like, Yeah.",0,User,308.8742266273559,312.5042266273559
235379,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"Yeah. Ja. I feel like I feel like you don't get to make that for everybody. You can make it for yourself. You can say, like, I am not gonna I mean, I went on the dating apps.",0,User,318.5295184271315,330.28952842713153
235380,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"When I was still when I was in the middle of a divorce, and I didn't really I was curious. I was trying to satisfy my curiosity. I wasn't like my intention in that moment. I mean, I was in a bad place, I know exactly what I was trying to accomplish. But, like, wasn't actually, like, I wanna go out on a date. I was just like, I just wanna see. I wanna see what, like, what is my life gonna be when this divorce is over.",0,User,330.57952842713155,353.40953842713157
235381,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"And Tracy found out and felt like completely, like, betrayed by that. And I was, like, I was half of me was sympathetic and the other half of me was like, come on. Like, you know what I mean?",0,User,354.1295284271315,366.40952842713153
235382,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"But I kinda think, like, you get to decide. Like, if you are in a relationship and you decide it's over and you communicate that to your partner, get to decide if you wanna go date after that. I I don't think that's like I don't think somebody else gets to tell you you can't do that. I think you do need to communicate that to both your current partner and the people you are dating. I don't think hiding that's a good thing.",0,User,367.00952842713156,390.3495584271315
235383,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"I think that's unfair because I think other people need to be able make informed decisions around what you're doing. But, like, if you're if you're and Theresa has done that. She's been like, you know, she's been above board about that the whole time.",0,User,390.8095284271315,402.6095284271315
235384,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,So yeah. Anyway.,0,User,403.7295284271315,406.6095284271315
235385,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Yeah. You there?,0,User,414.9553917789381,415.9153917789381
235386,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yes.,0,User,430.38657087325026,437.2465708732502
235387,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"Right. He's not taking her seriously. Like, he's not she's not a real candidate for him.",0,User,447.2686804008326,452.3686804008326
235388,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"Right. Right. Well, and she she goes in saying, like, everyone knows she's lying. Right? But she goes in saying oh, I this is just I I just you know, this doesn't mean anything. Like, I'm not I'm not trying to get into a relationship. I'm just having fun.",0,User,457.17641205930585,472.91637205930584
235389,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"This is just for fun. This doesn't mean anything. And like, you're listening to her and you're paying attention at all, you're like, I don't think that's true at all. That doesn't feel true.",0,User,473.55639205930584,480.47637205930585
235390,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,At all.,0,User,480.67639205930584,481.0763920593059
235391,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"I, no, I think she wants to believe it. I think she wants to believe it herself. I I think yeah. I think she's lying to herself first on that. I don't think she's misrepresenting. I don't think she's like, I do want a relationship I'm just gonna lie.",0,User,485.60639205930585,496.83639205930587
235392,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"To to get him closer, and then he'll change his mind. I don't think that's her thought process at all. I think she doesn't realize that that, like, yeah. She's not self aware right now around this at all.",0,User,497.3163920593059,507.67639205930584
235393,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"So oh, yeah.",0,User,508.1163920593058,523.0952451705446
235394,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"Right. Well, yeah. And yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Okay.",0,User,526.9952251705446,535.973100910136
235395,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"Well, and you don't know what you want. You don't know what you're doing. You don't know what you want when you're in that state.",0,User,542.0530709101361,547.343080910136
235396,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"Ja. Well, and it's probably it's probably one of those things where you will suddenly find yourself over the hump.",0,User,568.1520840467945,578.0320640467944
235397,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"At some point, you'd be like, oh, okay.",1,User,578.5120640467944,580.3520640467943
235398,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,This is the place I've wanted to be for a while and finally here. Right?,0,User,580.3520640467943,584.4920640467944
235399,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Yeah.,1,User,586.5520440467944,587.0320640467944
235400,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Right.,0,User,592.8603144168069,593.3402944168068
235401,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Right. So,1,User,594.3403144168069,595.2203144168068
235402,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Okay.,1,User,607.0974368380685,607.4174368380685
235403,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Yeah. Yeah.,0,User,608.3274368380685,609.0474368380685
235404,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Yeah. Okay.,1,User,625.9629076084054,638.216243553075
235405,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Yeah.,1,User,649.1120527266555,649.5120527266554
235406,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"Yeah. Like, it's a subtle thing for me when it's worked. Where it's just like I feel relieved and then like and then I'm like not sure. Like is it gonna stick? Is this real?",0,User,651.4320527266555,663.6320727266555
235407,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"But then I'll be in a situation later where I'm like, oh,",0,User,664.0820527266554,666.4820827266554
235408,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"Maybe. Maybe. I ran out of my head. Hadn't done as many ERT session lately. But I am trying to I actually went to a Jila a couple of times, and I'm gonna do a an ayahuasca journey here at some point when I have been, like, two weeks, but I was like, I don't what's going on with and I can have a day off because it's it's some ranch. Got to drive It'll take a whole day to do it.",0,User,771.8131656742096,791.5831656742096
235409,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"She doesn't do it on the weekends. So I have Monday to Friday, take off for it. So as part of the analysis, like, well, I gotta make sure in town first, and then mean, if I can take if I can take two studies off in the next two months, I'll the journey first. But if not, I'll it's it's just full time job So it's not, like, her thing. It's not her main gig.",0,User,792.1331656742096,813.3631656742095
235410,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Decided. And so she just fits it into her schedule when she can.,0,User,813.8531656742095,817.2531676742096
235411,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,A true energy session I did with her seemed like they did. So I no.,0,User,821.3331626742096,844.0665261146096
235412,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"Oh, yeah. This is just complete horseshit. Yes. Oh, for sure. And I'm still I'm still right. And I'm still, like, not sure, like, what works and how it works and why it You know what I mean? I'm still, like, maybe it's just working because I think it's working. Like, I don't know.",0,User,848.4877860477916,867.4277880477916
235413,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Yeah. Probably.,0,User,871.4877880477916,898.9695415210706
235414,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"Oh, yeah. Secret question.",0,User,902.1295365210706,903.6495415210707
235415,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Yeah.,0,User,908.7695415210707,914.3898307350886
235416,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Yeah.,0,User,918.6698257350886,918.9898257350886
235417,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"Yeah. And, like, like, the first time she walked me through kind of a like, almost a vision, like, she was like, what do you see now? And I was, like, explaining things. I'm like, I don't know where this stuff's coming from. It's just popping into my head. You know what I mean? I'm going with it. I don't know if it's real.",0,User,926.8280021054791,940.2479921054792
235418,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"But, like, I had all this stuff about my grandpa come up. Like, it felt me meaningful. It felt like true even though I was like, I might be making this up. It might be just by subconscious It might be a vision from God. It might be I I know. But it seemed like it it, like, was useful, and it helped me in the was truth that I learned about myself in this process. That was the first time. So the first time was mostly her asking me questions, like prompting me, and then me kind of seeing what kinda popped into my imagination and then telling her. Right?",0,User,941.0079921054792,971.0079921054792
235419,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"The second one, I was upset about Katie because we had broken up again, and, like, I'd told her a little bit about that. And she put me on the table and, like, I was, like, in and out of what felt like a dream state. And she was, it feels like you're sleeping, but she's like, it's not sleep.",0,User,972.6879921054791,987.627992105479
235420,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"But, like, my consciousness was my consciousness was in and out. So that one was like, I barely like, I wasn't actively participating in that. She was just doing stuff.",0,User,988.4879921054792,998.3279921054791
235421,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"But when I walked away from it, I did feel different, like something had happened. You know? So I don't know.",0,User,999.3279921054791,1008.2079921054791
235422,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Yeah.,0,User,1015.4359408052103,1015.8359308052104
235423,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Yeah.,0,User,1020.9473465633441,1021.3473465633441
235424,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Yeah.,0,User,1026.5160285282193,1026.8360285282192
235425,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Right. Right.,0,User,1040.1597134931258,1041.5597034931257
235426,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Yeah. Yeah.,0,User,1052.8603617286767,1056.0203617286768
235427,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Yeah.,0,User,1059.4203717286769,1059.7403617286768
235428,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"Right. Right. Yeah. I mean, I wonder that if all spiritual practice is just, like, using the same tactics, but they're just kinda have have different put different labels and different stories around it, but the fundamental thing that's happening psychologically is the same.",0,User,1062.8603617286767,1079.8203517286768
235429,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"And so, like, oh,",0,User,1080.7003617286769,1089.2636436939397
235430,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"I bought it. I never listened to it. I listened to the other book on manifestation you listened recommended, the one that was like all about the science",0,User,1093.3836436939396,1100.0836436939398
235431,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Okay.,0,User,1103.4936436939397,1103.8936436939398
235432,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Uh-huh.,0,User,1136.8918114948358,1137.3718114948358
235433,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Alright. Right.,0,User,1141.531811494836,1148.5339716529909
235434,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"Right. I mean, when we were, it was like some country was in peril, like there was some a war, or there was a flood, or there was something Yeah.",0,User,1152.5739716529908,1175.3240290451079
235435,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Right. Right. Right.,0,User,1177.244029045108,1181.0840290451079
235436,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Mhmm.,0,User,1187.73809569503,1188.13807569503
235437,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Yeah. Yeah.,0,User,1192.927976989736,1193.887976989736
235438,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Probably not anymore.,0,User,1202.814349098193,1203.694349098193
235439,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"Yeah. Yeah. I don't don't think it would work now. Mean maybe I would, like, slowly, like, become more or orthodox if I was trying and was married to somebody that where that's how they thought and it was important to them. But like, the idea right now of of talking to somebody that's really rigid in the way they see things and it is is an open minded just I'm just like, I don't I don't wanna do that.",0,User,1208.5176824378796,1230.2376624378796
235440,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Right. Right.,0,User,1233.4776824378796,1235.0776624378796
235441,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Yeah.,0,User,1238.3976824378797,1238.7976824378798
235442,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Yeah. Yeah.,0,User,1241.9976824378796,1243.3176824378797
235443,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Yeah.,0,User,1247.0776624378796,1247.5576824378795
235444,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"I did. So I woke up at, like, woke up at, 06:30, and I was like I had set my alarm for 07:15. And I woke up at 06:30, I was like, I don't think I'm gonna fall back asleep.",0,User,1251.5176824378796,1265.713152255973
235445,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"So I was like, I could just go to the gym and have time, and so that's what I did. And that it was fine. It was good. Yeah. Yeah. I And it took me a little bit to kinda warm up. Like, my body was a little more stiff and, like, you know, I I felt it was hard to push through the first few, like, warm up sets.",0,User,1266.3931522559728,1284.233152255973
235446,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"But then, you know, after ten minutes, that was okay.",0,User,1285.073152255973,1287.6331522559728
235447,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,No. So I asked about it and somebody pointed at it out. I that we walked so we went out to lunch. It was in a separate building. We went across the street to get lunch with a group.,0,User,1295.6355795573613,1305.0655795573614
235448,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"And then on the way, I was like, oh, I heard there was a gym. Where's the gym? And he was like, I think it's right there. And he pointed to this other building.",0,User,1305.8255795573614,1311.6955595573613
235449,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"And so I went over to that gym later, and I was like, I heard that I have access to this gym because I work at cricket. And they were like, you know, that's not true. They were like, we have had someone come before and ask us the same question, so you're not the first one to be confused. But but no, this is not it.",0,User,1312.2655795573614,1326.3555795573614
235450,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"So I think there is a gym somewhere that I have access to, but that guy, I mean, I asked a group of developers, you could tell none of them have seen the inside of a gym for a long time.",0,User,1326.8655795573613,1334.3455795573614
235451,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,I just asked the wrong group of people. But yeah. So I don't know yet. I'm gonna have to I'll I'll ask in again tomorrow and try and figure it out.,0,User,1334.8255595573614,1342.3055795573614
235452,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"But there's a lifetime over there, but I think lifetime is gonna be too expensive for me. So yeah. Yeah. Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. Yeah. Let's go to the lifetime.",0,User,1343.0655795573614,1359.0055495573613
235453,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"Yeah. Yeah. K. Yeah. So I don't know. I know. Like, I don't know if I'd have time to drive over to the EOS. It's probably a ten minute drive.",0,User,1360.7855795573614,1369.5155595573615
235454,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"From the building. So that did I don't probably couldn't make that work. But did find out that, like, they want us there they want us there for eight hours.",0,User,1370.3055995573613,1379.2255795573615
235455,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"Not including lunch. Want us working eight hours, not including lunch. But and they want us at nine to four. So, you can either come in eight to four or nine or nine to six. Anyway, there's a little bit of flexibility around like, your start and end times. And so I was like, okay. I can either work out in the morning and go in at nine right, which would be fine, and then stay till, like, five or six or whatever, 05:30 depending on how long I take lunch.",0,User,1379.7855795573614,1403.1555795573613
235456,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,"Or maybe I can take a longer lunch and work out longer. I don't I I'm not sure. But but, yeah, I did I did ask around about all of that.",0,User,1406.0256295573613,1413.5255795573612
235457,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Still trying to figure it out.,0,User,1416.0655795573614,1417.1055795573614
235458,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Yeah. Yeah.,1,User,1448.03254044523,1449.5125404452301
235459,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,That'll be fun.,0,User,1449.8325404452298,1450.55254044523
235460,12fd3503-4f8f-4728-b9d3-c5ca68049cc4,Yeah. One Yeah.,0,Speaker 0,1466.2607428264619,1472.6207428264618