id,conversation_id,text,speaker_id,speaker_name,start_time,end_time
741,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,I'm in love again.,0,User,-3.7597655477839e-07,1.2799996240234464
742,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,I'll have a picture for me.,1,Speaker 1,20.049989624023425,22.289989624023434
743,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"Hey. How's it going? Oh, yeah?",0,User,27.16998962402343,33.88999962402343
744,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Did you sleep in?,1,Speaker 1,33.88999962402343,34.36998962402345
745,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. Late did you get home last night?,0,User,41.549989624023425,46.90998962402344
746,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Okay. Okay. Did you and Sarah go to Katie's together or did you just leave at the same time? Okay. Okay. Okay. How was it?,0,User,52.849989624023436,65.40998962402341
747,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Was it mostly people was it mostly everybody just got in the hot tub and hung out and talked?,2,Speaker 2,65.49998962402344,67.09998962402346
748,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Okay. Okay. Alright.,0,User,68.19998962402343,70.25998962402343
749,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Okay. Okay.,2,Speaker 2,78.18998962402344,80.56998962402344
750,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Yeah.,0,User,90.13998962402343,90.46000962402343
751,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,She I don't know why,0,User,94.15000962402343,95.82998962402343
752,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"Very circumspect about how she answering that question. But I didn't get it. I was like, I was like, I don't know what we're talking about. Like, I'm confused.",0,User,149.27111864089966,158.18111864089965
753,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"Anyway, but then she's like, do you wanna I was like, there people at eight. I thought it started earlier than that. house? Because I thought it started. I mean, it was like, And so and so I was like, there peep Oh, right. Okay. I was like, there people at your house? Because she was at she was at Chapel Rim. She was on her way back from a rental doing something.",0,User,158.69111864089965,177.81111764089965
754,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"Anyway, and she was like, do you wanna come?",0,User,181.26112064089966,183.66111864089964
755,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"And I was like, oh, have my kids. And she was like, do they wanna come? And I'm like, it's just a bunch of people in a hot tub. Right? Like like I don't know how I don't know how that would be for them.",2,Speaker 2,183.74111864089966,193.45111864089967
756,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"She's like, yeah, that would be weird. And then and then she's like, you wanna come when they go to bed?",2,Speaker 2,194.76111864089967,201.42111864089966
757,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"And I was like, oh, yeah.",0,User,201.42111864089966,202.06111864089965
758,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"How long are are you gonna go late? And she's like, I have no idea. And so I was like, okay. So anyway, invited me in the last minute. And I was like, I don't know what to make of that. You know, because usually she doesn't I don't know. She usually doesn't want me around her friends. It feels like So I think she doesn't know I think she doesn't know how to act about it. Like she she doesn't wanna she doesn't want to like for it to just be out in the open.",2,Speaker 2,202.20111864089967,232.95111864089967
759,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"I think that's a combination of her not wanting to like, she doesn't wanna be known as being attached. She wants other guys to still be asking around stuff. I think that's part of of it. And I think part of it is if people know her together, she's gonna have to talk about it and she doesn't wanna that either. So but then she did invite me. I was like, okay. So I was just gonna go to bed cause I slept over at her house the night before and I barely slept. I was dying at seven. Was like, I'm falling asleep at my desk. So I was like, I'm just gonna go to sleep and like wake up super early and work. And so then when she asked me to come over, was like, guess I do want that seems like an invitation I want to accept.",2,Speaker 2,234.76111864089967,277.6911186408996
760,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"So and I mean, I'm excited to see her always.",2,Speaker 2,279.55111864089963,284.03111864089965
761,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"But anyway, so, you know, I was a little I was a little bummed that you left when I got there, but I I mean, I knew you had to go go home and get your kids to school and stuff. So but I was like, oh, I'm not now it's just just now it's just me and David and like eight girls. Like, I don't want eight girls around. I just want Katie.",2,Speaker 2,287.71111864089966,308.09111864089965
762,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Yeah.,0,User,318.04110864089967,319.4011086408997
763,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Yeah. Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,320.77111864089966,323.33111864089966
764,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"So so we we're in the hot tub till maybe 11:30 or so, a little after. Like, when you texted me, we had gotten out most people had left. It was like maybe twenty minutes before you texted when most of them had left. But David and Mary Anne stayed because David was still like, everyone left, he started talking more about the the stuff with, Michelle. And you could tell he like wanted to to like his body language like he was like okay we're going but then he just kept talking. You know what I mean? So you could tell he was like, he was like trying to process it, you know?",2,Speaker 2,328.77111864089966,369.4511286408997
765,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"So anyway, and that was that was good. And I was like, it was interesting because for me, partly I've kind of realized like Katie, I don't it's not exactly fair, but, like, she's she's, like, she expects me to be like in even though it's her house and her friends.",2,Speaker 2,370.47111864089965,392.3511186408997
766,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"You know what I mean? She wants me to just be like, I don't give a shit shit. I'm here, deal with it. Right? Like, I get all shy and like, what do you want me to do? And like accommodating. Right? I'm like, do I fit in here? And like, do I You know what I mean?",2,Speaker 2,393.8511186408997,405.36111864089963
767,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"She doesn't she doesn't want that for me. She wants me to just be like, I'm just taking up space and other people are gonna have to deal with it.",2,Speaker 2,406.03111864089965,413.97109864089964
768,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"Know what I mean? And I was like, I can do that. Like if I think about it, that's not my default, but I'm like, if I have to, I can be like, whatever. So I had that last night for a minute where I was like, should I leave? Because I'm not that good of friends with David. You know what I mean? Like, like him.",2,Speaker 2,414.16111864089964,431.69109864089967
769,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"But, this is a this is a, like, an intimate conversation Do I belong here? You know what I mean? It's just because I'm not really part of this group of friends. Like, not tight with these people and they're most of the hot tub conversation last night was you know, all about these jaredics. Like, there the those of us that weren't there was the two girls that David I don't know where they came from, but anyway, two girls can't when I showed up Jill and something.",2,Speaker 2,432.10111864089964,454.0111386408997
770,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"And then me, we're not part of it.",3,Speaker 3,454.2511186408997,455.77111864089966
771,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"Right? Like, we're like, there's only so much we could talk because we're talking about all these shared experiences and shared friends and all this stuff, you know.",2,Speaker 2,455.77111864089966,462.33111864089966
772,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,And so I just kind of,2,Speaker 2,463.29111864089964,465.45111864089967
773,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"They did, like, one more, and then it kind of and then it kind of derailed.",2,Speaker 2,471.3710986408997,474.33111864089966
774,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,So yeah.,2,Speaker 2,479.10113864089965,479.66111864089964
775,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Uh-huh.,3,Speaker 3,487.45111864089967,488.09111864089965
776,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"Yeah. No. And I kinda like didn't wanna tell my story because I'm like, my story is not easy Like, it's not it's not like it's not something people I can't explain why Tracy and I aren't together. You're still not gonna understand it. You know what I mean?",2,Speaker 2,488.97111864089965,506.5011186408997
777,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"It's not just like a like they cheated. They this. They it's not a nice clean easy just like it doesn't I don't feel like I feel like it just makes me look like, yeah, just didn't try that hard. I mean, you could take that from it. You know what I mean? If it's like a surf explanation, I'm like, yeah, we just we couldn't figure out how to get along and then it just kept getting worse.",2,Speaker 2,506.8710986408997,526.8511186408996
778,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"So, yeah, I don't I'm like, I don't wanna tell that story front of a group of people I don't know and who don't know me. And I didn't have to.",2,Speaker 2,529.3011186408996,537.0711386408997
779,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,So that was nice.,2,Speaker 2,537.2311186408997,537.8711186408997
780,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Yeah.,3,Speaker 3,556.1511186408997,556.6311186408997
781,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Yeah.,3,Speaker 3,566.0811186408996,566.4811186408997
782,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Uh-huh.,3,Speaker 3,573.3410986408996,573.7411186408997
783,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Yeah.,3,Speaker 3,591.1610986408996,591.5611186408996
784,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"Yeah. That is a lot kind to me than I normally am. Like, normally when I talk about it, I'm like, I don't wanna abdicate any responsibility. You what I mean? Like, it's so nuanced and I'm so worried about like, how did I show up?",2,Speaker 2,593.9411186408997,605.3211186408996
785,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"But like, people who don't know me don't need that part of me. Like, it's not appropriate. So this is the problem I have. This is the problem I have in dating apps and job interviews. Like, I'm so freaking self aware and like crunching on whatever my problem is and I just vomit all of that out on a person who does not not know me.",2,Speaker 2,605.6411186408997,627.2611386408996
786,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Yeah. Yeah.,3,Speaker 3,636.4811186408997,638.6311386408997
787,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Yeah.,3,Speaker 3,646.1511186408997,646.5511486408997
788,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Right.,3,Speaker 3,652.0111186408997,652.5711186408996
789,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Yeah. Yeah.,3,Speaker 3,660.0611186408996,661.0211186408997
790,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Right.,3,Speaker 3,664.2711186408997,664.8311186408996
791,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"Yeah. No, I like that. Thank you.",2,Speaker 2,666.3711186408997,668.8510786408997
792,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"Because I was gonna say was like, well, you know, I was anxious. She was avoidant that, you know, just like, blah blah blah blah blah. But like, it's too yeah. It's too much for like a it's not a it's not a nice clean bite size like, okay, I understand. I understand who this guy is And because what you said is accurate enough that I'm not like I'm worried I'm like abdicating like, I'm like, I don't wanna I I've always I've never wanted to clean up the picture.",2,Speaker 2,670.0111186408997,693.5111186408997
793,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Right? I've always wanted to look at it honestly.,2,Speaker 2,693.9811186408997,696.2211186408997
794,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Yeah.,3,Speaker 3,700.7111186408997,701.0311186408996
795,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,708.9111186408996,709.2310786408997
796,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Yeah.,3,Speaker 3,723.8211186408996,724.1411186408997
797,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Yeah. Yeah.,3,Speaker 3,727.6710786408996,729.5311186408996
798,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"No, that's way better. I wonder if I could learn how to like because this no, this is like, this is an issue I have with communication. Like, I'm I'm thinking about how to, like, sell this Tesseract stuff. You know what I mean? Like, to get clients for this shared code base that Josh has. Right?",2,Speaker 2,729.5311186408996,750.3010886408997
799,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"And like, I need a nice clean, like, easy to understand, easy to grasp, like, value proposition. When I sit down to write it, I like it's like too much, too complicated, too much nuance, too much, know what I mean? Like, I don't have anyway, I think it's just a function of how mind works, but I'm like, this is a skill I need to develop. It'd be like, clean it up, make it tight, make it simple, make it easily digestible.",2,Speaker 2,752.5311186408996,773.5911186408997
800,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"That's not lying. Like, it feels it feels like there's this fear that wells up in me when I try and do that that I'm misrepresenting something.",2,Speaker 2,774.2310786408997,781.4611186408997
801,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Right? And I'm trying to sell myself. I'm trying to sell whatever and I'm that's icky to me and so then I my reaction is to just give way more information but it it yeah.,2,Speaker 2,781.7011186408996,790.3111186408996
802,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"I I don't know. I guess part of me sorry. I just I'm like, analyzing this right now.",2,Speaker 2,791.1811186408996,795.6610686408997
803,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Yeah.,3,Speaker 3,800.1911186408996,800.5111186408997
804,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Yeah.,2,Speaker 2,804.7511586408997,805.3911786408996
805,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.,3,Speaker 3,807.7111186408997,808.9111186408996
806,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"Yeah. No. This is something yeah. Like, we just said, I was like, oh, would've been great. Wouldn't It wouldn't be accurate. It would've it would've offered, like, the best side of me, is not a lie. Right?",2,Speaker 2,809.2310786408997,816.7310786408997
807,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"Like, it would've it have been more kind of kind. Like, it would have because when I talk about you, I don't like you know what I mean? I know you well enough to know what you struggle with. I don't when I talk about you, I'm just like, the highlight that you need to know about Vic is Vic has got more character than like as as as much character as anybody you're ever gonna meet.",2,Speaker 2,817.7411486408996,833.8811686408997
808,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"He's loyal. He's you know what I mean? He's he's funny. He's intelligent. He's like virtuous. Like, I know I know your weaknesses, like that doesn't matter. Right? Like, it's not of it doesn't need to be part of the initial conversation. Right?",2,Speaker 2,834.3111586408996,848.4811186408997
809,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"And yet when I think about representing myself, I'm like, oh, gotta be a lot more. Just I guess I'm just hard on myself.",2,Speaker 2,850.6311686408997,856.3611186408997
810,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,I'm just hard on myself. That's all.,0,User,858.3011186408996,859.8211186408996
811,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Yeah.,0,User,865.2310786408997,865.5510886408997
812,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. This is way over way overgrown.,3,Speaker 3,870.7911186408996,875.0111686408997
813,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"Yes. Yeah. Me too. That is that is going on. Like, I'm like, if you know everything, you know what to expect. And then I can also probably outperform my own representation of myself. Right? Like tell you what I am and then I'll show up a little better than that.",0,User,990.6913589763641,1007.0813589763642
814,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"But most of the time, I don't have time. Don't get that opportunity. Like most of my interactions just don't go like, know, I mean? Not because of the way I'm talking, that's just the nature of most interactions is they don't go that deep.",0,User,1012.3413589763642,1023.3513589763642
815,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"And so, I mean, a part of it is that sometimes I'm shooting myself in the own foot.",0,User,1024.841358976364,1028.9213589763642
816,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Yeah.,0,User,1046.063214149475,1046.3832141494752
817,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Right.,0,User,1049.813214149475,1050.213214149475
818,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"And, I mean, I like Katie. I think she looks great.",0,User,1167.4052221870422,1170.3652231870421
819,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"She's not she's not super lean. But she has the right shape everywhere for me. Yeah. It's skinny, Emily. Right?",0,User,1173.8852221870422,1152.0952220870422
820,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"What I mean? But like, you're like,",0,User,1179.1752221870422,1183.1752221870422
821,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Okay.,0,User,1231.7180894102326,1232.1980904102325
822,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Sorry. I missed something. I heard you laugh. Missed I missed something.,0,User,1241.1080904102325,1244.6280904102325
823,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Mhmm.,0,User,1252.0680904102326,1252.3880904102325
824,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"Oh, okay. Yeah. Yeah. No. That makes sense. I get that then. It's funny.",0,User,1257.8080904102326,1262.8880904102325
825,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,I love it. Love it. That's a yeah. That's beautiful. That'd be a great Facebook post.,0,User,1274.2680904102326,1284.1580904102325
826,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"If you're trying to sell something to people, guess, or something. I don't know. You're trying to get attention or something.",0,User,1291.0680904102326,1296.7180904102324
827,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Uh-huh.,0,User,1305.1680904102325,1305.5680804102326
828,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Yeah.,0,User,1316.2480844102327,1316.5680904102326
829,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Yeah.,0,User,1327.0880904102326,1327.5680904102326
830,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,Okay.,0,User,1342.2680964102326,1342.7480904102326
831,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"David, I really like David. I don't know him super well, he was explaining his relationship with Michelle last night, and I was like, he's one of us too. He's like, he's like being he's nice and he's like",0,User,1346.1780904102325,1360.4380904102325
832,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"After they left,",0,User,1390.066074848175,1390.786074818175
833,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"So I'm I'm listening to David's story, I'm wondering, like, she's like, know it's it's got some parallels. Katie was like,",0,User,1405.636074848175,1392.476074648175
834,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"And I was like, yeah.",0,User,1412.9760748481751,1414.016074848175
835,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"She's like, I don't like that. I don't like I don't want you to feel that way he feels.",1,Speaker 1,1414.016074848175,1419.336074848175
836,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"I'm like, well, like wasn't trying to get she wasn't trying to disown it. You know what I mean?",0,User,1421.266074848175,1424.2260748481751
837,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"She was like, she was like, yeah. I don't like this. I don't like this.",1,Speaker 1,1424.876074848175,1429.816074848175
838,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"I was like, well, I'm like, Michelle, you're not Michelle.",0,User,1432.2160748481751,1434.6960748481752
839,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,"Like, we what different than them. There's there's that that is there, but you know, we're like,",1,Speaker 1,1435.016074848175,1437.7360768481751
840,416e5aea-4360-4300-892a-98a088758287,I know you actually like me. I don't I don't know if she actually liked him enough.,1,Speaker 1,1442.166074848175,1446.646072848175