id,conversation_id,text,speaker_id,speaker_name,start_time,end_time 27920,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah. I'm here.,0,User,-5.626678500902926e-07,0.8799994373321525 27921,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"Oh, Oh, I did. I didn't do it on purpose. I think when the something came up and I tried to tap something and then and I tapped Sorry about about that.",0,User,8.179999437332157,15.81999943733215 27922,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah. That's good. I I know that it sounded depressing. I don't I don't know it sounded depressing. It just sounds like you're sorting some stuff out.,0,User,30.829999437332148,38.43999943733215 27923,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Working on stuff.,0,User,39.010005437332154,39.88999943733215 27924,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,53.789999437332156,54.18999943733215 27925,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,62.97000443733215,63.29000443733216 27926,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,I can hear stuff. But it's I don't know. It's it's a little loud.,0,User,67.92999943733216,73.12999943733216 27927,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,100.19999943733217,100.59999943733214 27928,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Uh-huh.,1,Speaker 1,107.45999943733216,107.93999943733215 27929,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,117.71999943733215,118.11999943733215 27930,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,124.87999943733215,125.27999943733215 27931,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,150.67999943733216,150.99999943733215 27932,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah.,0,User,155.10999943733216,155.42999943733216 27933,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah.,0,User,197.24999943733215,197.64999943733216 27934,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,That is funny.,0,User,210.95001943733217,211.83001943733217 27935,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah. Yeah.,0,User,266.9299994373321,267.96999943733215 27936,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,294.48999943733213,294.88999943733216 27937,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,300.6199994373321,300.9399994373322 27938,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,316.03997943733214,316.51999943733216 27939,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,329.08999943733215,329.40999943733215 27940,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,That's annoying.,0,User,334.47997943733213,335.27999943733215 27941,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,They're they're doing good. They're doing great.,0,User,339.6299994373322,341.70999943733216 27942,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,They're doing track now. They're doing track. They just started yesterday. Was the first day.,0,User,347.08999943733215,351.00997943733216 27943,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"So They are not excited about it right now. But they're gonna sprint, which they haven't done before. So I'm I'm excited to see if they like sprinting.",0,User,362.52999943733215,369.9999994373322 27944,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"Ja, Well, I mean, that's what they've trained, but they're not great. Like, they're not they're less they're they're okay, but they're like on the cross country team. They're the back of the pack. You know what I mean?",0,User,381.8099994373322,392.08999943733215 27945,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,So Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,409.95999943733216,411.24001943733214 27946,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah. I don't I don't know.,0,User,412.4500194373322,414.84999943733214 27947,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,What? No.,1,Speaker 1,426.33999943733215,431.3099994373322 27948,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,No. I was not talking. I was not talking. You were were talking about track stuff when I was listening.,0,User,432.09999943733214,437.67001943733214 27949,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,454.49996943733214,454.89999943733216 27950,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,465.2699994373321,465.7499994373321 27951,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah. I I think they should try sprinting and then see what they think. I think they might be naturally good at sprinting. So but I wanna find out.,0,User,472.6699994373322,479.84999943733214 27952,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Fixed?,1,Speaker 1,500.06999943733217,500.5499994373322 27953,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"He's not he he's dating few different people. Nothing to nothing to serious. There's nobody he's super excited about. This the girl he was broke up with this North Carolina girl or she broke up with him that he comes by about that, but he's kinda getting over that now. So he's got he's got a date every now again, but nothing that's like been like like exciting yet.",0,User,504.6599994373322,527.9999994373321 27954,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"You know, I haven't. I've meant to. I did see a I did see a post from, I think, Lacy with them doing stuff together. And so I was like, I was like, oh, are they back together again? You know?",0,User,541.8099994373322,560.7299494373322 27955,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah. Yeah. We can talk later.,0,User,580.0299994373322,581.4699994373321 27956,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,587.4299994373322,587.7500294373322 27957,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"Okay. Good to talk to you, Corey.",0,User,590.8099994373322,592.2499994373321 27958,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Thanks.,1,Speaker 1,592.2499994373321,592.4099994373322 27959,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Alright.,0,User,592.8899994373321,593.3699694373322 27960,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Bye.,1,Speaker 1,593.3699694373322,593.6899994373322 27961,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Exactly what you said. Exactly what you fucking said.,0,User,620.7399994373321,624.2899494373321 27962,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,I'm having fear. I'm just kidding. I don't like them.,0,User,649.6299994373321,653.1499994373321 27963,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,I don't like a lot of them.,1,Speaker 1,655.2099994373322,656.0899994373322 27964,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,I don't like some of Some of them I don't like very much. Not fun.,0,User,656.9699994373321,661.2199994373321 27965,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,I'm gonna do this like this anymore.,1,Speaker 1,733.9999994373321,734.8799994373321 27966,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"I wanna be you, but I want something better than this.",0,User,747.9899994373321,750.7899994373322 27967,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Hey. Just got done talking to Cory.,0,User,796.3299994373322,798.3299994373322 27968,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"She's okay. She's Cory. She's always like, conflicted.",0,User,801.8300494373321,806.7399994373321 27969,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"I I I talked I asked what do you make of this? Because my, I looked at it and I'm like, like, the wanna talk to me or does she just need to, like, she just be nice because the for the printer thing. Right?",0,User,814.4899994373321,832.9799494373322 27970,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"Because, like, this I bought her a bunch of ink, and we we need to sort it out. You know? It's not working. She needs to solve the printer problem.",0,User,833.7399994373321,842.6799994373322 27971,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"And I'm like, does is the printer a pretext to talk to me or is she, like, is the is the how are you doing just a pretext to like, she just needs her printer text. Right? So I asked I asked my robot, and my robot said, you're gonna under or over estimate this.",0,User,843.5099994373321,861.2099994373322 27972,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"And I was like, holy crap. That's exactly what I did. It was like, don't oversell it. It's not just about the printer. She's checking in, but like also she's doing it soft. Like she's just like being measured about it.",0,User,864.5299394373321,878.4899994373321 27973,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"She's uncertain here. I'm like, alright.",0,User,879.0899994373322,881.8900494373322 27974,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Does that what do you think?,0,User,885.1599994373322,886.9199994373322 27975,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah. Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,895.9999994373321,898.6399994373321 27976,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Right.,1,Speaker 1,908.7399994373321,909.1400494373322 27977,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah. She would've,0,User,911.1399994373321,912.1799994373322 27978,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,I looked at some pictures of her and I. Not on purpose. I was looking at pictures and they're in there. You know what I mean? I go to I didn't go to my camera roll to look at pictures of us like a like a little sad boy. I was in there looking at pictures because I had some legitimate reason and there they are. Right? And there's pictures of her rock climbing with me and my boys and there's pictures of me hanging out with all eight of us or what nine or whatever. Me and my boys and her kids all watching TV together.,0,User,921.5399494373321,952.1300394373321 27979,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"I look at my face and I look at her face and I'm like, it's great. Except it sucks. You know? I mean? It's so good. It's so good when I'm with her.",0,User,952.7899994373322,965.9699994373321 27980,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"It is so good. And yet, it's dog shit. I'm frustrated with that. That frustrates me that I can't I can't, like, put it into a bucket that I can deal with.",0,User,966.1399994373321,980.7999994373322 27981,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Anyway.,1,Speaker 1,983.9799994373323,984.4600994373322 27982,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Some Sharon ones.,0,User,1017.7499994373322,1019.0299994373322 27983,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,1020.2299994373323,1020.5500994373322 27984,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"Yeah. Well, I did that last time. Like, when I we broke up for whatever, I went through and I was like, I have these in here. Like, I can't be seeing this",0,User,1022.6399994373321,1030.420099437332 27985,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"I hadn't done it yet. I hadn't blocked her yet, but I was like, a few more days, I'm gonna need to block her on Facebook and and take all these photo. I just I need to remove the like incidental contact.",0,User,1034.169999437332,1045.7900994373322 27986,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"With her, with the memory of her, with the image of her. I hadn't just hadn't done it yet. I mean, I'm just it's only been whatever two or three or four days, which I like, I still need to give myself a minute just to don't wanna react. I need to like stabilize and then decide instead of just being like, spazzing out, you know.",0,User,1047.1299994373321,1067.699999437332 27987,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"I just got done with a second round interview with the you. It didn't feel great, but the first one didn't feel great. Either. They brought me in for a second, so I don't know.",0,User,1073.139999437332,1083.0099994373322 27988,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Have no idea. I don't think I'm gonna get it. That's this is the last one. They'll make a decision in the next few days. So there's not a third round. So I will either get it or I won't.,0,User,1083.7699994373322,1096.669999437332 27989,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"I don't think so, but we'll see. They're also, like, just looking at me and, like, you don't wanna be an analyst in the right. This is So like, why why this? Why, you know, why this doesn't make sense? And I'm like, well, it doesn't make sense. It's and, know, the argument is because this is stable. Like, because this you guys aren't gonna fall apart on me in a few in a few years. But I don't want the job. So I mean, I do. I need a job. I just I want a job that fits.",0,User,1097.0099994373322,1129.670099437332 27990,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,This one doesn't fit.,0,User,1129.7899994373322,1130.7498994373323 27991,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,1149.2498994373323,1149.6498994373321 27992,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Don't wanna do this run my own law firm thing.,0,User,1155.8299994373322,1158.7899994373322 27993,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Right.,0,User,1169.669999437332,1170.3097994373322 27994,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Right.,1,Speaker 1,1170.7899994373322,1171.0299994373322 27995,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,1180.949999437332,1181.3499994373321 27996,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Yeah.,1,Speaker 1,1248.0899994373322,1248.409999437332 27997,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"We need to do our men's group. And we need to we need to need need is the wrong word. We there is a version of us that is deeply aligned with our with our god and our purpose and I would love to find it because I think we would I think we would like I don't know. You know? Like, I'm maybe this is fine. Like, the struggle and the disconnect and the, frustration, maybe it's all supposed to happen and like the idea that it's a deviation is wrong. You you you know what I mean? Like, maybe it all has its place in the course of our lives and this is like as like frustrating as it is, it's it There will be the day will come and we'll be like, oh, I wouldn't I wouldn't take that away. That was part of it. Right? So but it sure feels like it sure feels like I just wanna I just wanna move and feel good about my move and then do another move and feel good. Like, I just wanna act and, like, live and, like, be connected to to what I'm doing.",0,User,1254.5300994373322,1329.7199994373323 27998,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"And not always feel this sense of frustration and, like, I'm always like forcing my life through a meat grinder. Right?",0,User,1330.1299994373321,1337.189999437332 27999,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"I am hoping to have some money one of these days, and I do think it might be well, I don't know. It might be fun. I I need to just go see Cahea again. That was actually really good. I wanna do that again. And then I also want her to give me drugs so to fix me even more. But I was also specifically thinking it would be fun to do that. Well, fun is the wrong word, but I am still interested in doing that men's retreat thing in I think it's in May, April or May.",0,User,1350.2498994373323,1375.2498994373323 28000,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"Yeah. Yeah. Like, warrior heart thing. I talked to her brother about that and, like, I don't know. It's exactly this kind of thing where you you're like, I just am not connected. Right? Like, I'm just not connected to my purpose. And like things don't feel I don't want to do the thing I'm forcing myself to do.",0,User,1378.6098994373322,1396.639999437332 28001,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"But I know I need to do it and I should want to do it, What else is there and all that crap, you know?",2,Speaker 2,1401.0199994373322,1405.2699994373322 28002,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"Like you running your own firm, crushing it, like, I don't know about the work itself. I don't know if I don't know if that idea of actually doing all that legal work is pleasant for you.",0,User,1409.8998994373321,1421.8200994373321 28003,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,But but that certainly puts you in a position where you are at a level of mastery in life where there's not a girl on the planet that's not gonna wanna partner with you.,0,User,1423.0999994373321,1429.6498994373321 28004,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"You know what I mean? Like, that version of you is a is a, like, slam dunk of a partner. For the for the girl that you want. Right?",2,Speaker 2,1430.5499994373322,1442.9699994373323 28005,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"Like, if you were making a million dollars a year, you'd be like, Sharon, just move. Just come. You know what I mean? And that would've like, there was still been fear there, but a lot less.",0,User,1451.4400994373323,1461.4400994373323 28006,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,A whole lot less.,2,Speaker 2,1463.669999437332,1464.5499994373322 28007,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Right? And it's not about her specifically.,0,User,1466.3998994373321,1468.5599994373322 28008,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Cause maybe she wasn't even the right match. Right? Maybe she wasn't a solid enough person. Maybe her convictions are too wobbly for you.,2,Speaker 2,1468.7899994373322,1476.7499994373322 28009,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,You know?,2,Speaker 2,1478.430099437332,1478.7499994373322 28010,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"But, like, the version that you thought she was, that you wanted her to be, the person that you were like, I could partner with this, that person, would like be like, okay.",2,Speaker 2,1481.5599994373322,1487.0998994373322 28011,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,He's got me.,0,User,1489.689999437332,1492.0899994373322 28012,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,Right.,2,Speaker 2,1505.8099994373322,1507.4899994373322 28013,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"If it's just about the outcome, there's a disconnect there that's this like nightmare. Right? Over time. There needs to be, like, a core align between the work and the like the value the intrinsic value of the work.",0,User,1507.5799994373322,1514.7799994373322 28014,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"There needs to be something that I don't know. They're just for me. It seems like plenty of people don't need that. You know what I mean? They're like, I'm passionate about the results. I don't care. The you know what mean? The work is incidental. There's plenty of people that seem to operate like that. I don't though.",2,Speaker 2,1518.2999994373322,1536.9999994373322 28015,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"I I'm like, no. The I need to do a thing that I actually think it's worth doing even if I wasn't being paid to do it. Or I'm just interested in. I just I value it. It's not like if the world cares but I do. Right?",2,Speaker 2,1537.169999437332,1548.459999437332 28016,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,It's interesting to me to do this.,2,Speaker 2,1549.2698994373322,1551.429999437332 28017,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"I don't know if that's something you had to find or build or like you know what I mean? If you can if you can orient yourself to something you don't necessarily have it spontaneously for and find it. You know? Or if it's like, no, you just gotta you just gotta pick the right thing. I don't I don't know. I know.",2,Speaker 2,1556.2499994373322,1575.149999437332 28018,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"I don't think it's just discipline. I think the idea it's discipline is part of the disconnect. Because you're like, because essentially what you're saying is like, just have to get okay not liking what I'm doing. Right? I just have to have to just convince myself to do a thing I wanna do. Right? That's what means basically.",2,Speaker 2,1578.7399994373322,1598.659999437332 28019,e5d9ed1d-33e3-49a1-9f47-c18e92cb937e,"Right? And I don't think that's sustainable. I think people that are hard workers are motivated by something, and it's not discipline.",2,Speaker 2,1599.2599994373322,1607.6199994373321