id,conversation_id,segment_index,text,sentiment,score,emotions 1864,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,309,"Bon,",neutral,0.0,[] 1865,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,310,"We can get a two week trial guys. We can get a two week trial at the climbing gym for $50. So if we wanted to, we could sign up to climb for a couple weeks.",positive,0.5,"[""joy""]" 1866,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,311,For pretty cheap.,positive,0.5,"[""joy""]" 1867,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,312,"Hey, How are you? Good. How how was church? Doing good. Good.",positive,0.5,"[""joy""]" 1868,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,313,Okay.,neutral,0.0,[] 1869,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,314,Okay.,neutral,0.0,[] 1870,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,315,Right.,neutral,0.0,[] 1871,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,316,Good. That sounds pretty good.,positive,0.5,"[""joy""]" 1872,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,317,Pretty good.,positive,0.5,"[""joy""]" 1873,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,318,"Oh, no. No. I just like, I've been ignoring you for a couple days, and I haven't talked as much. I've been focused on distracted.",negative,-0.5,"[""guilt"", ""frustration""]" 1874,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,319,"Also, I'm thinking about signing up to take the bar in July.",neutral,0.0,[] 1875,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,320,"I'm thinking about signing up to take the bar in July. Yeah. Not necessarily so I can start practicing lawful time, but just like don't know.",neutral,0.0,[] 1876,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,321,"I I talked to Tracy yesterday. About, like, my finances a little bit. Like, we were talking and I was like, I wanna kinda, like I haven't she she has, like when I first lost my job, she was, don't worry about child support.",negative,-0.5,"[""guilt"", ""frustration""]" 1877,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,322,"For now. And so I haven't paid her child support in almost it's coming up on a year now. So I was like, I wanna to apologize and just be like, how like, give me a number you feel comfortable with. Like, if I'd known I was gonna be out of work this long, I would've modified the child support.",negative,-0.5,"[""guilt"", ""concern""]" 1878,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,323,"But I didn't. But, like, you know, what I was just like, whatever you you feel like is fair, I want I want you to feel taken care of done me a huge favor. Don't wanna I'm not trying to get out of anything here.",neutral,0.0,[] 1879,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,324,"I just wanna know what you're thinking. And so we were talking about it. And she was like, she was like, have you thought about taking the bar And then, like, she's like if you're a mem if you're an attorney, can profit share with law firms. And she was like, not necessarily to practice law, if you wanted to do like you know, go in as like a business manager or something in a firm, being an attorney would let you profit share instead of just getting paid.",positive,0.5,"[""hope""]" 1880,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,325,"I was like, that's interesting. You know? And then I talked to Katie about it, and I've talked to Katie about it before. And every time it comes up, she's like, you should take the bar. She she feels like she feels like I, like, got to the finish line and then quit.",positive,0.5,"[""determination""]" 1881,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,326,"You know? So she just feels like it's like this, like, point of shame. What and it is a little bit. Know what mean? Mean? I do feel a little bit like I don't feel like I quit, but I do feel like I should have just driven that home. You know what I mean?",negative,-0.5,"[""shame"", ""frustration""]" 1882,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,327,I should have just done it.,negative,-0.5,"[""frustration""]" 1883,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,328,Yeah.,neutral,0.0,[] 1884,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,329,"Yeah. I mean, I signed up I signed up for it. And then I got a job working at the hospital doing financial analysis. So I didn't study, and I showed up the first day and took one day of the bar, and I was like, oh, there's no way.",negative,-0.5,"[""frustration""]" 1885,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,330,"And so went home and I just forgot to upload the the file. And so I when I showed up the second date, they were like, we're not gonna even let you this is pointless. And I was and I and that was kind of dumb and embarrassing.",negative,-0.5,"[""embarrassment"", ""frustration""]" 1886,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,331,"But I was also like, none of this none of this matters. I wasn't gonna pass this. You know what I mean? I did not study. And so it was it was just like kind of a dumb thing.",neutral,0.0,"[""resignation""]" 1887,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,332,"But I was like, I I had signed up. In fact, I almost didn't sit for it. I almost just didn't go because I'm like, I'm not gonna pass.",negative,-0.5,"[""anxiety"", ""frustration""]" 1888,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,333,"And then I was like, I know. It's probably a good experience. To try. You know? It'll orient me a little. If I ever wanna do this again, it'll help.",positive,0.5,"[""hope"", ""determination""]" 1889,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,334,"Right? So that and that so then I was like, yeah. Like like, you know what I mean? I didn't intend to pass like, was one of those things where I, like, half did it, but there was a I was in a job. I was doing something else.",neutral,0.0,"[""contentment""]" 1890,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,335,"Yes. Exactly. Exactly. So like, I wasn't gonna take the time to study full time. Like, I I that wouldn't have worked with what I was doing.",neutral,0.0,"[""resignation""]" 1891,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,336,"But I still do, like, kinda feel like I don't know. I wish I wish that I could just say, yeah, I'm an attorney. Just don't practice.",negative,-0.5,"[""frustration"", ""loneliness""]" 1892,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,337,"I'm like, I've never taken the bar. Like, I have this big ex and I guess I could say that. Technically, it's not accurate, no no one else cares.",neutral,0.0,"[""concern""]" 1893,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,338,"But I always feel like I have to like explain it and that bugs me, you know. Really, that's just really, that's that's not really the circumstance. That's just my personality.",negative,-0.5,"[""frustration"", ""anxiety""]" 1894,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,339,"I'd have to explain it, and I don't have to take the bar so I have to explain it. But I don't know. There there is something there for me. There is. There's something there for me where I'm like, it would give me options. It would, like, it would just honestly, it would just make me feel like I know I could do it.",positive,0.5,"[""hope"", ""determination""]" 1895,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,340,"And it would probably, like, yeah. And then there's things attorneys could do that I might wanna do for myself. You know? That it would give me options. Anyway, so I've thought about it on and off. Like, it comes up every once in a while, and I'm like, I kinda wanna do it, but then I'm like, how do I have to find the estimate of time? You know?",neutral,0.0,"[""curiosity""]" 1896,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,341,"But, anyway, what do you think? Want your take on it.",neutral,0.0,"[""curiosity""]" 1897,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,342,"The other thing I like you. Is reorient me Like, I I I haven't I like, I'd be able to give legal advice, like, not professionally.",neutral,0.0,"[""contentment""]" 1898,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,343,"But when people are talking about legal issues, I should have enough knowledge to be like, this is what you should be worried about. Right? Like, Corey calls me up and I'm like, I'm not a real attorney. I can't really give you you know what mean? Like, I can't actually answer these questions very well. And I'm like, I should be able to. Like, not not in a professional way or, like, in a way where I'm like, setting them up to fail because I don't know enough of the details, which I'm smart enough to know when to stop. You know?",negative,-0.5,"[""guilt"", ""anxiety""]" 1899,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,344,"But I'm like, I studied law. I should have paid enough attention and still be paying enough attention to how the law actually works.",negative,-0.5,"[""guilt"", ""frustration""]" 1900,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,345,"To know how it actually works. Like, not to the point of, like, I can show up in court and argue a case, but, like, I should be able I should have a better capacity to navigate legal issues based on my education. Right?",negative,-0.5,"[""guilt"", ""frustration""]" 1901,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,346,"I do question that myself. Like, that's how I feel, but I'm like, that might not be right. Could the devil's in the details with the law. It always is. And if you if you do it, thing every day, you don't know the details.",negative,-0.5,"[""anxiety"", ""frustration""]" 1902,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,347,Don't get me there anyway.,neutral,0.0,[] 1903,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,348,"Yeah. Yeah. You know what it is though? I guess it's this. Because I stopped and turned, like, I feel like I should be leaning in.",positive,0.5,"[""determination"", ""hope""]" 1904,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,349,"Feel like I should be educating myself. Like, I should be asking questions and like becoming familiar with specific situations that are relevant to me.",positive,0.5,"[""determination"", ""hope""]" 1905,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,350,"I'm not because I'm like, I'm not really I should identify as a lawyer. That's what it is. My own head. Maybe.",negative,-0.5,"[""frustration"", ""guilt""]" 1906,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,351,"Right. Which right. Which has always been the which has always been the thing. So that's it's always been that. Like, well, okay. But it's gonna take this amount of time. It's gonna take whatever, thirty hours a week for ten three hundred hours. It's gonna take three hundred hours.",neutral,0.0,"[""concern""]" 1907,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,352,Is this the best use of these three hundred hours? Right?,neutral,0.0,"[""concern""]" 1908,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,353,Right. Which is way harder. Right?,neutral,0.0,[] 1909,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,354,Right.,neutral,0.0,[] 1910,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,355,Can Yeah. You might have hit jumped way over the mark in California.,neutral,0.0,[] 1911,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,356,Right. It's the same test. Right?,neutral,0.0,[] 1912,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,357,"It it it came out shortly. Online first. Alternative to essentially. And currently, it is more self directed and less lecture focused. And it's more based on, like, you take the test.",positive,0.5,"[""excitement""]" 1913,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,358,Yeah. You're studying to the test.,positive,0.5,"[""curiosity""]" 1914,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,359,"And I was like, that sounds good for me. Probably because I just like the tactic thing, but I'm like, I get bored. Like, I need irrelevant. Like, knowledge hooks in for me when they're the reason I need to remember it. Right?",neutral,0.0,"[""boredom""]" 1915,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,360,"And so if it's like, oh, I made a mistake here, Why? Right? When I learn why, I will remember it. 100%. Right? And and it's easy.",neutral,0.0,"[""contentment""]" 1916,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,361,"If it's just like this dump of information and then I have to later on recall it, it doesn't hook in as nearly as well for me.",neutral,0.0,"[""curiosity""]" 1917,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,362,"It's, you know, it's been twenty years though too since the study. So there's that big question mark.",neutral,0.0,"[""concern""]" 1918,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,363,Right.,neutral,0.0,[] 1919,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,364,I'm gonna take a practice test today.,positive,0.5,"[""determination""]" 1920,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,365,"It's the multi choice part. I'm like, I'm just gonna sit down one of these weekends and take a day and do an MBE.",positive,0.5,"[""determination"", ""hope""]" 1921,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,366,"Mean there's, a most tests in life the test kinda at you the whole time. Like, it kind of offered you the answer. Even if you don't know, even if you don't know the stuff, the way the questions are structured, you're like, well, these two are obviously wrong. Like like, just the four answers it's giving me, the way they've structured the differences between the four answers, winks at me that some the two of them are wrong. And so it's between these two for sure.",positive,0.5,"[""curiosity"", ""determination""]" 1922,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,367,"And if I know what I'm doing, it's fifty fifty, but half the time I do You know what I mean? Like, it's like, I can I can almost take a test on a on a subject that I don't know?",positive,0.5,"[""determination"", ""curiosity""]" 1923,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,368,"And get 75% of the answers right. But by just just declining, like, by just",neutral,0.0,[] 1924,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,369,"The the the bar is not gonna be that. It's gonna be the exact opposite. Right? Where there like, no. We give you we give you really good answers.",neutral,0.0,[] 1925,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,370,"Like, it doesn't it doesn't weaken you. You gotta know. Not only you gotta know, you gotta know Like, they're probably offering you, like, an initial, this sounds right, but it's not right because of the distinction. Right?",neutral,0.0,[] 1926,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,371,They're probably trying to trick you. Instead of instead of trying to spoon feed you what most tests do. Yeah.,neutral,0.0,[] 1927,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,372,"That would give me a sense of, oh, do this in fifteen hours would work to me.",positive,0.5,"[""hope""]" 1928,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,373,And maybe that's not maybe that's worth it. Right? That's not I can do whatever else I'm doing and and that's worth it. I know. It's always bugged me. It it has always bugged me.,negative,-0.5,"[""frustration""]" 1929,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,374,"So I think that's why like, I think if it didn't bug me, I think Katie's sense of, like, I would just be like, no. You're wrong. Like, I understand why you feel that way, and that's okay. I don't I don't need to tuck you into this, but you're wrong.",mixed,0.0,"[""frustration"", ""empathy""]" 1930,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,375,"But that's not but that's not how I feel. I find her energy around it, like, you you like didn't finish. I find that compelling which tells me I I agree with her. Right?",positive,0.5,"[""empathy"", ""joy""]" 1931,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,376,That's true.,neutral,0.0,[] 1932,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,377,Thank you.,positive,0.5,"[""gratitude""]" 1933,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,378,"And And that maybe isn't a good reason to to and maybe that's why I've always like no, that's actually that's really good. I should really think carefully about that.",positive,0.5,"[""curiosity"", ""determination""]" 1934,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,379,Because maybe that's all I'm doing is trying to make other people happy. It's a complete waste of my time.,negative,-0.5,"[""frustration""]" 1935,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,380,Yeah.,neutral,0.0,[] 1936,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,381,"Well and honestly, I think even with I think even with even with Katie,",neutral,0.0,[] 1937,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,382,"I think even with hate to think like, I think her desire for me to pass the bar isn't as much because she wants me to pass the bar is that she wants to be able to tell people's story.",neutral,0.0,[] 1938,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,383,Makes sense to them. You know what I mean?,neutral,0.0,[] 1939,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,384,An alternative. Argument. Yes. Yes.,positive,0.5,"[""curiosity""]" 1940,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,385,"And and and I still might wanna do it. Right? Like, I still there still might be enough there for me where I'm like, no.",positive,0.5,"[""determination""]" 1941,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,386,"Go ahead. I was gonna change this I was gonna change this subject, but if you got more to say, let's okay.",neutral,0.0,[] 1942,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,387,And are you feeling good about not? Or is it the same,neutral,0.0,[] 1943,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,388,Yeah. Yeah.,neutral,0.0,[] 1944,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,389,"Ja, hat's that's surprising. That seems like the kind of thing she'd love.",neutral,0.0,[] 1945,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,390,That's too woo woo for you? You just told me about alternative universe.,neutral,0.0,"[""curiosity""]" 1946,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,391,"I don't I'm not like things are going great with Katie. I don't I not like, we're definitely gonna admit.",negative,-0.5,"[""frustration"", ""anxiety""]" 1947,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,392,"But, like, with her, like, going dating Cliff, I didn't like that. And I it hurts, and I feel like you know, you're like, do I want somebody that's like saying, like, find me insufficient. You know what I mean? And then coming back and settling for me. Is that what I is that okay with me? Because, like, that doesn't that seem great.",negative,-0.7,"[""sadness"", ""frustration""]" 1948,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,393,"Right? But one of the things I thought was she's not ready. That's not that's not about me. Right? Like, she's working some stuff out.",neutral,0.0,"[""determination""]" 1949,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,394,"So just let her work it out. Like, it's not don't take it",neutral,0.0,"[""contentment""]" 1950,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,395,"And she still is. She's still working it out. She's still she's still conflicted. You know? And and, like, you know, the the some of the stuff you're like, of course, like she should be concerned about some of this. But also, like, you know, she's still kinda pulled I think I think I think there's a part of her that, like, wants me and chooses me, and then there's another part of her that wants something more yeah.",mixed,-0.3,"[""sadness"", ""hope"", ""confusion""]" 1951,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,396,"I I don't know. Impressive. Like something that she can hold up. And put on Facebook. And everybody's like, oh, yeah. Like, good job. Like, that's yeah.",negative,-0.4,"[""frustration"", ""concern""]" 1952,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,397,"I think there's also part where she's like, legitimately she moves fast. She's impatient. She makes decisions quickly, you know, she runs as hard as she can until she collapses.",neutral,0.0,"[""concern""]" 1953,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,398,And I don't do that. Right? And I don't wanna do that.,neutral,0.0,"[""determination""]" 1954,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,399,"And that's also legitimate. So, you know, it's just a question of, like, like, okay.",neutral,0.0,"[""contentment""]" 1955,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,400,"But anyway, point is, like, some of it I was just like, I can I cannot I can be fine letting this person take the time they need sort out what they want? I don't have to be feel put down by that.",positive,0.5,"[""determination"", ""hope""]" 1956,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,401,Right? Fundamentally.,neutral,0.0,"[""contentment""]" 1957,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,402,"Like, you've got kids here. Like, you can't you cannot leave. So and you guys could do a long distance thing for a while, you know, you could travel back and forth or whatever, but that's not gonna work long.",neutral,0.0,"[""concern""]" 1958,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,403,So she's gotta move.,neutral,0.0,"[""concern""]" 1959,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,404,"It's it's tax it's taxing for you. It's emotionally taxing for you, but from her perspective, like, that's not you know, that can be reasonable.",negative,-0.6,"[""frustration"", ""concern""]" 1960,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,405,How was the party?,neutral,0.0,"[""curiosity""]" 1961,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,406,Like like the cards that you have when you're in sixth grade? Okay.,neutral,0.0,"[""humor""]" 1962,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,407,"Oh, Okay. How did she make that known to you?",neutral,0.0,"[""curiosity""]" 1963,7f0b03eb-de35-4632-9ddd-d31c3200dbb9,408,"Okay. Has she seen you flirt with women at all? Like, did she see you flirt with",neutral,0.0,"[""curiosity""]"