{"database": "saraphina", "table": "sentiment_segments", "is_view": false, "human_description_en": "where conversation_id = \"460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3\"", "rows": [[1429, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 377, "No, I know Can I No? I know, like, I noticed a sustained seven of eight of us. What what are, nine of us? There are nine of us.", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"curiosity\"]"], [1430, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 378, "Yeah. I know it has sustained nine of us my god, 200 at least.", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"curiosity\"]"], [1431, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 379, "Which I can't go get a job right now making that, but I've made that before. Like, that doesn't that number doesn't scare me, but I'm like, I don't know exactly how to get that tomorrow.", "negative", -0.4, "[\"anxiety\"]"], [1432, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 380, "None of the current solutions on the table will produce that tomorrow. Mhmm. It's gonna be like, if I get the if I got a second interview, so if I get the job at the U doing data analysis, I'll take it because it's a job.", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"determination\"]"], [1433, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 381, "I don't even know what it pays. I'm guessing it's slightly over a 100. It was eighty or ninety fifteen years ago. So hopefully it's gone up since then.", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"curiosity\"]"], [1434, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 382, "I I doubt it's a 150, you know? Mhmm.", "negative", -0.3, "[\"anxiety\"]"], [1435, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 383, "It probably won't be enough to sustain I need. I will have to work weekends, I'll have to take on extra coding projects to break even.", "negative", -0.5, "[\"frustration\"]"], [1436, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 384, "On the weekends.", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"determination\"]"], [1437, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 385, "Which is what I'm gonna have to do I think no matter what.", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"determination\"]"], [1438, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 386, "But that's what I'll do. And then we can code in projects. We'll turn into contract work again and contract work is a lot more lucrative. It will just take some time.", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"determination\"]"], [1439, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 387, "So I'll get back to I can get back to $2.50 a year. Like, that's I the the software market needs to solidify a little bit and I need to shift into more higher demand sections of it. I need to develop a skill set and a network and a set of happy clients around what is kind of the next ten years, right, like AI and advanced stuff that's gonna stick around for a while.", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"determination\"]"], [1440, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 388, "Right?", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"curiosity\"]"], [1441, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 389, "So that's what I'll do. And it would also be nice to just like maybe build some stuff that's got some passive potential. Like Some products or something I can put up and it'll, you know, get like the money and I don't have to I'm not trading hours.", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"hope\"]"], [1442, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 390, "For", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"contentment\"]"], [1443, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 391, "None of that's, like, none of that's a clear, like, okay, if I do this and then this and then this, that happens. Right? It's kind of like I'm gonna do a whole bunch of shit and some of it will click in and and then it'll be off to the races, which that's how I did it the first time around, that I have done this before.", "mixed", 0.1, "[\"frustration\", \"determination\"]"], [1444, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 392, "But and I know it's not like you you know which thing that you're doing. Right? You gotta do a whole lot. You gotta have a lot of irons in the fire. You don't know which one's gonna do as many things as you can.", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"curiosity\"]"], [1445, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 393, "And it and then it takes the time that it takes for those things to click in. All right? I know. It took about three years. I suspect it won't take as long this time, but I'm also in this kind of depressed software market. Mhmm.", "negative", -0.4, "[\"sadness\", \"anxiety\"]"], [1446, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 394, "I would love to farm there, not the salt in my cap. On some level, which does mean something to me, and it means something to the people around me.", "positive", 0.5, "[\"love\", \"hope\"]"], [1447, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 395, "But is it worth the review courses 2,500 and the bar application fee is 500 and you know.", "negative", -0.5, "[\"frustration\"]"], [1448, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 396, "Yeah. Yeah. Well, I was thinking that's probably the way to go is to is to study as little as possible. Like, to to do a moderate effort study protocol. Right? So so that I can work and try to fix my actual problem and do that at the same time.", "positive", 0.3, "[\"determination\"]"], [1449, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 397, "And then there's a good chance I will fail. But but the failure on the first round will show me exactly what I need to do. To succeed in the second round. That's probably the way to do it.", "positive", 0.4, "[\"determination\", \"hope\"]"], [1450, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 398, "If I if I put $25 down on the review course, in the next two days, I can get $500 off. The actual bar happens at the July. I probably need to study for about three months. It's somewhere between 10 and 30 depending on the level I decide. Right?", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"curiosity\"]"], [1451, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 399, "So I would actually start studying in a couple of months.", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"contentment\"]"], [1452, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 400, "The application is due at the end of the month. To take the bar in July. So I will probably put the $25 down because who cares about $25?", "positive", 0.2, "[\"contentment\"]"], [1453, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 401, "To say if I don't mind, that makes sense to me. And then that'll give me another couple ten more days to to commit to the application, which is $550, which is money I do not have right this minute.", "negative", -0.6, "[\"anxiety\", \"frustration\"]"], [1454, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 402, "You know, like I don't know.", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"confusion\"]"], [1455, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 403, "I mean, I can I have a credit card right now that's got a little bit of money left that I'm paying for food with? Right? I can do that, but then I'm gonna have to borrow money to pay for food and seven days instead of ten.", "negative", -0.5, "[\"anxiety\", \"fear\"]"], [1456, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 404, "So and I have a little bit of this and little bit of that. Like, I can I have a a couple of hours today? Of work for an old client, and they're paying me. I I made them a deal, they could give me more work, and they have. They've given me don't know.", "positive", 0.3, "[\"hope\"]"], [1457, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 405, "Probably done ten hours for them in the last two months because I cut my rate in half. I used to make a $180 an hour with them because at the time, when I that rate, was the fourth time they'd come back and be like, please give us more time.", "positive", 0.4, "[\"pride\"]"], [1458, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 406, "And I was like, I'm very busy and I have a lot. They're like, give us a number. We'll pay you that. Like whatever, like what does it take to get some of your time?", "positive", 0.5, "[\"determination\", \"pride\"]"], [1459, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 407, "$180 an hour. At the time that was like, the highest I'd ever been paid. So where I was with them. And then their revenue dropped every all my clients are they're all in decline. You know? Mhmm. And so I was like, okay, guys. What would it take take? How little would you need to pay me for it to make sense to use me again?", "negative", -0.3, "[\"frustration\"]"], [1460, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 408, "And they're doing very little, but it was like cut in half. And so I was like, well, $90 an hour is still $90 an hour. That's not bad.", "positive", 0.4, "[\"contentment\"]"], [1461, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 409, "Compared to zero, that's great. If I could work forty hours a week at $90 an hour, I'd be okay.", "positive", 0.5, "[\"hope\"]"], [1462, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 410, "Anyway, so I have a couple of hours today to do that. So there's things like that that I'm like, I'm probably that goes me on a couple $100 You know what I mean? I'll try and I'm gonna put a couple of ads up today for, like, I will teach you how to use AI or I will fix your computer or like little handyman, tech handyman things.", "positive", 0.4, "[\"determination\"]"], [1463, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 411, "On Facebook market.", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"contentment\"]"], [1464, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 412, "Some few $100 here, few $100 there, which would extend my ten days to who knows? Fifteen.", "positive", 0.3, "[\"hope\"]"], [1465, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 413, "Why did I why did we get into that? Oh, $550 for the bar. So $550 for the bar right this moment. Two months ago, I was like, I've got a couple months runway, I just need to fix this but like you know, like I have time.", "negative", -0.4, "[\"anxiety\", \"frustration\"]"], [1466, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 414, "But I still might do it anyway.", "positive", 0.2, "[\"hope\"]"], [1467, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 415, "I don't know if you get, like Why do you think I should do it? Because you feel pretty strongly about this.", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"curiosity\"]"], [1468, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 416, "Yeah.", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"contentment\"]"], [1469, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 417, "They're all good reasons.", "positive", 0.3, "[\"gratitude\"]"], [1470, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 418, "Yeah.", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"contentment\"]"], [1471, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 419, "I'm just thinking about", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"curiosity\"]"], [1472, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 420, "I could do more and I should. But like I learned react native in the last few months. And build a whole bunch of little apps. Like, I'm like, I'm doing the things you're saying I'm not doing, I am actually doing.", "mixed", 0.1, "[\"determination\", \"frustration\"]"], [1473, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 421, "And so I'm like, you don't see what, like you still don't see what I am doing. And like, could I do more? I could do more. I should do more. Right? I need to do more because it's not enough. So clearly it's not enough.", "negative", -0.5, "[\"frustration\", \"anxiety\"]"], [1474, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 422, "But I'm like, I'm applying for jobs and I'm doing this and I'm learning this skill and I'm building this and I'm making these connections. Like everything you just said about the bar Yeah.", "positive", 0.6, "[\"determination\", \"joy\"]"], [1475, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 423, "I have an example in my life of something I'm doing Yeah. That fits that objective.", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"contentment\"]"], [1476, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 424, "Which is not to say that I wanna take take the bar. I'm just like, oh, you you still don't see. And then I'm like, maybe that's fair.", "mixed", 0.2, "[\"frustration\", \"resignation\"]"], [1477, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 425, "Because when I'm here with you, I'm focused on you. Like, my when I'm with you, my energy and attention is focused on you. And I'm not, oh I gotta go do this thing and then I gotta go. You know what I mean? My energy is not oh I only have a few minutes for us because I have all this stuff.", "positive", 0.5, "[\"love\", \"contentment\"]"], [1478, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 426, "Doing. Like, and I'm like, that's funny to me. Because essentially, the version of me you're advocating is a version that almost doesn't have time for us. Or you. I know. That's why I feel stressed about that. That's why I'm that's why I'm smiling.", "mixed", 0.1, "[\"humor\", \"anxiety\"]"], [1479, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 427, "She won't be happy with me until I don't have time for a relationship.", "negative", -0.6, "[\"frustration\", \"sadness\"]"], [1480, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 428, "But It's funny to me.", "positive", 0.4, "[\"humor\", \"joy\"]"], [1481, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 429, "I I don't know how to fix it. And and, like, that might be what is required to fix my situation. Like, that might there might not be another option.", "negative", -0.7, "[\"anxiety\", \"frustration\"]"], [1482, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 430, "That works I'm trying to find one. That might be fu futile.", "negative", -0.5, "[\"frustration\", \"resignation\"]"], [1483, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 431, "Well, and that's because I keep feeling like, I mean,", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"concern\"]"], [1484, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 432, "Yeah. Like I said, I'm like, yeah. I I can more. I should do more. So, I'm taking like, the feedback you're giving me, I'm like I'm taking it. Right? I'm not like you're wrong. I can't do more.", "positive", 0.5, "[\"determination\", \"gratitude\"]"], [1485, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 433, "Right? This is enough. I know, I should do more. It's not enough.", "negative", -0.4, "[\"frustration\", \"anxiety\"]"], [1486, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 434, "But I am oriented. Towards us", "positive", 0.4, "[\"love\", \"determination\"]"], [1487, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 435, "I don't know. More than I should be maybe? I don't know. That's who I wanna be, ultimately, but maybe right this minute that's not who I should be. Does that make sense? Like, I was just gonna say like, when I built the career I had before, like, part of the point of it was that I want control of my time, and I want control of my time so I can show up for my kids.", "mixed", 0.1, "[\"confusion\", \"determination\"]"], [1488, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 436, "There was never like almost never game like you know a school thing like I was always capable of saying I'm gonna take time away from work, and give it to this thing.", "positive", 0.5, "[\"pride\", \"contentment\"]"], [1489, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 437, "Whatever. Pick up my kids, hang out with whatever. Right? I did it on purpose. I wanted to work from home with independence That was like a primary like component of of how I wanted to work. I want that Right?", "positive", 0.6, "[\"pride\", \"determination\"]"], [1490, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 438, "That was my life ten years before COVID happened. I built that. It was an exception. It's now very normal.", "positive", 0.7, "[\"pride\", \"joy\"]"], [1491, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 439, "But like, I made that happen. On purpose.", "positive", 0.8, "[\"pride\", \"determination\"]"], [1492, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 440, "And I made great money. I made better money than most of my like MBA and attorney colleagues because being a contractor is very lucrative. If you've got enough work. Right? The big the big question mark is can you get enough work? And for a while, I could, you know, for a long ten years stretch, I could. If the first two or three years were not enough and then it kinda clicked in and then it just got better and better and better.", "mixed", 0.2, "[\"anxiety\", \"determination\"]"], [1493, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 441, "Like at first I was taking a lot of work that I didn't really want but I'm like I have to take everything I I don't get to say no because I need work. Right? So I took I did a lot of dumb jobs and a lot of jobs that ended up doing more hours what I could bill for and just things like that where I'm like, is not a great fit.", "negative", -0.5, "[\"frustration\", \"sadness\"]"], [1494, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 442, "I need to work. And that's kinda where I'm at now, I'm like, it doesn't matter. If I get paid, I gotta do it. Like, I would love to walk walk in and be like, I know exactly what you need and I can deliver a ton of value instantly. But I'm like, no. If somebody will pay me to do anything, I will do it.", "negative", -0.6, "[\"anxiety\", \"frustration\"]"], [1495, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 443, "Right? Because that's where I'm at. That's how it was at the beginning. But after a while, was like, oh I can start saying no.", "positive", 0.5, "[\"determination\", \"pride\"]"], [1496, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 444, "Every time I said no, I made more money. You know what I mean? I was like, okay, this is working. Right? And again, anytime a client got fussy, was just like, I didn't I never reacted. Like, wasn't like I was like a jerk about it, but I was like, I have the leverage in this situation. Like, I need you. You need me.", "positive", 0.6, "[\"pride\", \"determination\"]"], [1497, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 445, "So, I'll listen to you complain, and then I'll do what I decide I wanna do. You know? If you don't like it, you can go find someone else, and guess what?", "positive", 0.5, "[\"humor\", \"pride\"]"], [1498, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 446, "Good luck with that.", "positive", 0.4, "[\"humor\", \"pride\"]"], [1499, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 447, "So my career doesn't have, like, a good story around it, and it's that, like, I'm, like, for a big firm, like, I'm an import I'm hot shit. I don't have I'm a hot shit And I never have, but I'm like, people knew how they be like, oh, yeah. That's a smart guy. You know what I mean? And I did it I created my own pathway through reality.", "positive", 0.7, "[\"pride\", \"determination\"]"], [1500, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 448, "Like, I didn't follow anybody else's, like, programs Right? And it took time, and it was uncertain, and it was I was full of doubt at times, you know, even once the started working, it took me a while to relax into it and just be like, oh, this is working. You know?", "mixed", 0.1, "[\"doubt\", \"determination\"]"], [1501, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 449, "Years. It took years before I I could I could have started saying no years before I actually did. Because I was scared I wouldn't have enough work.", "negative", -0.6, "[\"anxiety\", \"frustration\"]"], [1502, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 450, "You know, then it kinda fell apart. So I don't know. I feel like right now is kind of the downside of the of the crew was epic. Right? But it it's a sandwich.", "mixed", -0.2, "[\"frustration\", \"contentment\"]"], [1503, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 451, "Right? Self employment is a is a double edged sword, and I'm in the worst part of that. I'm suffering consequences of that. And so I'm like okay, this is part of the deal too.", "negative", -0.6, "[\"frustration\", \"anxiety\"]"], [1504, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 452, "Right. Yeah. I mean, you people are like, you can get fired from a job. Right. Like, you can assume that because you have a job, you're secure and you're not as secure. But you like you are depends on the industry and the job. But are more secure generally in a job than in self employment.", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"curiosity\"]"], [1505, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 453, "And you get to pretend it's not your problem. Mhmm. You get to offload that responsibility in a way that self employment does not allow you to do. You cannot imagine somebody else is gonna keep you busy.", "negative", -0.5, "[\"frustration\", \"anxiety\"]"], [1506, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 454, "When you're self employed. You know it's on you. Which the second thing is actually just a function of maturity. Mhmm. Right?", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"contentment\"]"], [1507, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 455, "Anybody that's mature enough realizes that, and whatever they're doing, they realize that this is my it's my job to make sure they don't want to fire me or I have other options. Right? Like, that's on me.", "neutral", 0.0, "[\"determination\"]"], [1508, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 456, "Because it always was. Right? Mhmm. So some of the security enjoy is an illusion. Right? Because they don't understand.", "negative", -0.4, "[\"frustration\", \"anxiety\"]"], [1509, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 457, "And I and I was yeah, I should have I could feel it coming and I I didn't respond as early as I should have. So like, there was a point where I was like, things seem to be slowing down.", "negative", -0.5, "[\"regret\", \"frustration\"]"], [1510, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 458, "I might need to figure out a new direction to go with this. Because I don't know if I can just keep doing what I'm doing. But I was like and I still got forty hours a week to do and like I'm getting paid really well. So it was like the allure of just like this complex scary unknown problem I gotta solve over here that may or may not happen, you know, versus like $108 an hour for to write this code right here, right now.", "mixed", 0.1, "[\"anxiety\", \"hope\"]"], [1511, "460118a1-4ff1-4c52-902f-b8ef9c69e2a3", 459, "Right? And I didn't I should have earlier been like, no. I have to deal with now because I don't wanna get caught with my pants down. 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